PHOENIX It’s been two days since the last time I saw Samantha again. I saw the pain in her eyes when our eyes met, then she ran away before I could even take a closer look at her. She hated me—that confirmed my suspicion. When Abby begged me to stay with Mom in the mansion, I had to agree. Mom was worried hell, and I was such a selfish ass. I even forgot that Mom was sick months ago, and I felt so ashamed of what I’ve done. I missed Samantha so much, and I f*****g want to see her again. She looks beautiful than ever and has lost some weight, but she still looks hot, and the only woman who can make my dying heart to beat again. Those t**s that I adore so badly, and now I have no f*****g chance to have those again. I am such a sick useless f**k. I chuckle bitterly. I listen constan

