Chapter 9 — Under the Radar

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By the time Friday rolled around, Lena was starting to think she might finally be adjusting to Northview High. At least, that’s what she told herself. Classes still felt like a maze each hallway blending into the next, each classroom looking nearly identical but she wasn’t getting lost anymore. She’d mapped out her schedule enough that she could make it to English without sprinting, and she didn’t have to hover awkwardly outside the cafeteria doors like she had her first week. That counted as progress. And Nate had… softened. Just slightly. He still made snide comments, still rolled his eyes when she said something he deemed “dumb,” but the edges weren’t as sharp. There had been a moment on Wednesday just one when she’d cracked a joke under her breath about their history teacher’s monotone voice. Nate’s mouth had twitched into a smirk, quick and fleeting, but real enough that Lena had replayed it in her head all day. Not that he’d ever admit it. Still, she wasn’t naive. Nate was the king of the school—popular, untouchable, with a whole crew of friends and teammates who treated him like he could do no wrong. The problem was, some of those people didn’t seem to like that she was even breathing the same air as him. The cheerleaders, especially. It started small. A comment here. A pointed look there. On Monday, she’d walked up to the lunch line at the same time Jessica did. Lena reached for the last chocolate milk carton, only for Jessica’s hand to dart out first. She pulled it back with a smirk, tilting it like it was some kind of prize. “Oh, sorry,” Jessica said, voice dripping with fake sweetness. “Were you going to take this?” Lena just shrugged, forcing her voice steady. “Guess you beat me to it.” Jessica’s smirk widened as she walked away. On Wednesday, Lena had discovered her backpack zipper glued shut,gum mashed into the teeth so tightly that she had to pry it open with her keys. She’d missed most of third period trying to fix it, cheeks burning while kids walking past snickered under their breath. And today, Friday, she opened her locker to find her notebooks scattered on the floor, crumpled pages bent and folded. The textbooks had been shoved so hard they nearly toppled out when she pulled the door open. “Oops,” someone had said as they brushed past, but Lena hadn’t even caught who. She didn’t tell Nate. She wasn’t about to run to him like some helpless little sister, tattling about mean girls. He already thought she couldn’t handle herself, and she wasn’t about to give him more reason to think it. She told herself it was fine. She’d dealt with worse back home. At least, that’s what she kept repeating. That afternoon, she headed to the gym for Nate’s basketball scrimmage. He hadn’t invited her not that he ever did but she figured it couldn’t hurt to show support. Maybe it would prove she wasn’t completely useless. The gym was buzzing when she walked in. The bleachers were packed with students, some in clusters of friends, some holding up homemade signs for their favorite players. The smell of popcorn and sweat hung in the air, and the squeak of sneakers against polished wood echoed sharp and loud. Lena spotted an open seat near the top row and started climbing the bleachers, only for a tall brunette cheerleader to slide into the spot just before she got there. “Oops,” the girl said, flashing a sugary smile. “Guess you’ll have to stand.” Lena hesitated, pulse tight in her throat. She wanted to snap back, to say something anything but the words died in her mouth. Instead, she forced a polite smile. “No problem.” She moved down a row, dropping onto the wooden bench with more force than necessary. Fine. She didn’t need that seat anyway. From there, her eyes wandered to the cheer squad huddled at the far end of the court. They weren’t cheering, not yet. Instead, they were watching her. Jessica leaned toward the blonde next to her, whispered something, and both girls burst into laughter, eyes flicking in Lena’s direction. Her stomach knotted. The whistle blew, and the game started. Nate moved across the court like lightning, fast and precise, every step controlled. The crowd roared when he scored, his name echoing from the bleachers. Lena wanted to cheer too, to call out for him, but the thought of drawing the cheerleaders’ attention again kept her lips pressed shut. She clapped quietly, hands barely making a sound. At halftime, she slipped out into the hallway. The gym was too hot, too loud, the noise buzzing against her skull. She leaned against the cool cinder block wall, taking slow breaths. That’s when she heard them. “Why is she even here?” Jessica’s voice carried easily down the hallway, sharp and mocking. Lena stiffened. “She’s not a cheerleader. She’s not his girlfriend. She’s just… there.” Another girl giggled. “Probably hoping he’ll notice her.” “Notice her?” Jessica snorted. “Please. Nate could do so much better. She’s… pathetic. Doesn’t even dress like she belongs here.” Their laughter was cruel, echoing off the walls. Lena pressed back against the wall, willing herself to disappear. She didn’t want them to know she was there. She didn’t want them to see her face, the way her throat felt tight and her chest ached like someone had reached inside and squeezed. She told herself it didn’t matter. People talked. High school was cruel. She’d survived worse than whispers and smirks. But when she slipped back into the bleachers, her hands were trembling so badly that she had to sit on them just to keep still. The cheerleaders’ harassment wasn’t loud or obvious not the kind teachers would notice, not the kind Nate would hear about. It was quieter than that. More precise. Death by a thousand cuts. On the bus ride home, Lena sat near the back with her earbuds in, music turned up loud enough to drown out her thoughts. Nate was a few rows ahead, laughing with one of his teammates, tossing his basketball up and catching it with practiced ease. Jessica walked past on her way to the front of the bus, pausing just long enough to flash Lena a smug little smile. Lena’s gaze dropped to her lap. She clenched her fists until her nails dug into her palms. She wanted to believe she could handle it. That she was strong enough to push through, to keep her head down until they got bored and moved on. But a quiet, uneasy voice in the back of her mind whispered otherwise. This wasn’t the end. This was only the beginning.
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