Sarah POV
Waking to a new day was awkward. I had, for a moment, truly believed Zane and I had a future, and now I was back to the waking world where we simply didn’t, and I couldn’t settle. After I left Zane’s bed before dawn, the morning should have kept me busy, but it was a Saturday, so I didn’t have my usual jobs of waking the girls and getting them ready for school.
Zane wasn’t in the kitchen when I grabbed my coffee, and I left before I had to face him. Up in my study, I didn’t even open the French doors to the balcony to look out over the estate. But sitting there at my desk, doing any sort of work was also just impossible.
I tidied my desk instead, and under some invoices I found one of Olivia’s journals. It had been weeks since I read one, and the cover seemed to stare at me in
