Hands shaking, Lea manages to open the backyard door. But as she bit her trembling lips, she can’t hold her tears any longer. The pain of losing them rushes again into her mind. It’s been so long since she felt like this. She thought that everything is all right by now but it seems to not be the case. ‘I thought… I am all good now. I thought that the moment is see them again I will not be hurt like this… but I am wrong. Everything was still fresh. Everything was still… the same. Just like this house… its still the same the last time I saw it before. That cup of a mug that grandma uses that morning… it is still here…. the chair she used to sit at every hour… it is still here…’ Holding her lips, she sobs. Feeling the pain that keeps on entering her mind. ‘Everything was here but them…’

