OBSESSION ENTRY # 9
What will I say to her if she wakes up? What shall I do? I was looking at her right now.. her hair was dishelved, her lips was swollen, she looks skinny for me too and god her neck.. I dont know where to start.. she was sleep for two days.. two f*****g days.. like she was in a f*****g coma.. but the doctor assured me that she was only sleeping.. bumabawi lang ang katawan niya sa sobrang stress at pagod na pinagdaanan niya.. Hindi ko kayang ipaliwanag ang mga tingin na ibinibigay nila sa aking lahat hanggang ngayon.. the doctors and all the nurses here inside this hospital.. na para bang napakalaki ng kasalanan na ginawa ko.. lalo na ng dumating kami sa ER noong nakaraang araw.. they were looking at me na parang ako ang may kasalanan kung bakit ganito ang itsura ni Jas
