lena

lena

chapter one

dear mom it's been months since you walked one I would've done the same

ever realized your parents were right about meeting the one do you think he knows lena why would you do this to me Logan tell people I was r***d in the end I simply walked away

I'm eighteen ready to start a new chapter simply as a waitress I thought working would change me like it did him his everywhere watching his muse

when did life become hard hard enough to leave waiting just leaving everything I wanted to lie about I'm swimming like I always do lena he jumps in what do you do kill him it's that simple

my mother was right about you Logan guys always win the bet whee are you going simple I'm leaving I open my car door look at him just on e to push the pain away

find myself it's not easy watching television looking at eveth missing person face when did friendship became so hard t navigate it's like the word just won't leave me

so I'm dating v now speed dating look hooks easy if he would stop talking about his mother Ines really interesting name I⁹ wish I had your relationship two months in I wake up to becoming pregnant my marriage arranged that's what the wealthy do nowadays I sit look at the four walls my husband saying I don't need s job why women use to work jn those years nit any more he took control control my life it became unbearable why you ask just look I never had one I had ren he wanted a big sprite surprise I say showing him number twelve cheaper by the dozen my favorite movie so you planned this I watch as got control of my gun I want him gone this life is not me anymore.

chapter two

why did I get married mom you had everything lena miss nicola yes I'm at my modelling job I look at everything why are they so near I want to write be inspired I just want roses simple ones lovers would give to the mistresses be loyal honest kind to mankind why be one when you can do it all on your own so I got you this right my friend Elizabeth who j met on modelling assignment In london

my mother's name is hard to forget I forget myself sometimes jessica darling is that you marine what a pleasure yes I say moaning into his mouth I love you we both gaze at each other laughing I'm walking home hiding when he catches me what do you want do you want to know I say hugging him you my best friend best friends are we you hear that wolf's they are coming to eat us yes like the perfect creatures they supposed to be

heartache wishing yearning for pleasure just simply waiting I look what to say not much

too much was said that night I waited for him why now I thought leaving you was the hardest part but now I'm ready