Pain
1001 Words
For a second I didn't know how I was going to face him but now here I am standing in the same room with him. It had been a minute or two since I entered but he kept on facing the French window like I wasn't present. "Francis" I tried to push away all the guilt and shame away and talk with boldness yet my voice was shaky. "I can explain. Please is not what you think. Whatever you saw was" Now I didn't even know what to do. There was no way I was going to tell him the truth. And I had not prepared a good lie to tell him at this point.
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Francis couldn't process what was been displayed before him. He tried to deceive himself by thinking his eyes were playing tricks on him. But he knew for a fact that everything before him at the moment was happening. He felt like he was being stabbed in the heart by a blunt knife. The pain was evident in his eyes. Tears threatened to fall but he held it back. He watched as his brother kissed his wife passionately and his wife also responded passionately.
He slammed the door and left when they realised his presence. Strolling straight to his study room, he knocked down every freaking thing in the room, including his electronic devices. The pain was so unbearable as a whole man like him broke into tears. If anyone was to betray him then it shouldn't have been Hazel. He got up from the floor and matched straight to the French window with tears falling down his cheeks. After a moment of trying to deal with the pain he heard a knock but was not ready for anyone nor was he ready to talk. After some time of knocking the person entered and he felt her presence. Hazel, why is she here? He thought saddle and kept standing in front of the window. She started talking but he didn't mind her cause if he was to Hazel wouldn't like it.
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"Francis" I mentioned his name for the sixth time but he stood there motionlessly. I took a step closer and held his arm to turn him over but I instantly regretted it. He held my neck in a strong grip. "Francis you're hurting me" I cried out attempting to pull his hand away but he rather tightened it. "Am I so bad in bed that you decided to get yourself screwed by another man?". He angrily questioned and I wished I could
tell him how perfect he was but he holding my neck and didn't allow me. The time I realised he had slammed my back against the table and he was tearing my lingerie apart. "Francis what are you doing" I manage to speak but he did anger but rather pinned me down. The next moment his trousers were down and also his brief. I was completely n***d and he was half n***d. Of course, I knew what was about to go down but not in this state. Before I could speak, he shoved his d**k right inside me and the pain it caused was so unbearable. This was unlike him. He would have gotten me wet before but this he was punishing me.
He knew this was going to hurt her but he had to punish her for cheating. He felt the pain on her face the moment he pushed himself inside her and guilt cover him up. He shook everything away and with his eyes closed he f****d her until she was about to c*m then he stopped and left.
I couldn't process what had just happened. This can't be happening to me. Tears fell on my cheeks as I tried to cope with the new feeling. I felt very sore and even found it difficult to walk. Is shocking how love turned into hate in just a few minutes. Anyways I managed to find my way out. It hurt me when I walked into the and Francis was nowhere to be found. Dragging myself into the bathroom. I took my bath and went to sleep.
"Oh for hell you little thing will you allow me to see Francis or you will keep fooling" Libianca spoke with her arrogance but Francis was not going to back off. "Ma'am you better start going I don't want to disrespect you by calling the guard to drag you out. Libianca who wasn't ready to go nor was she ready to be humiliated looked at Tom disgustingly. "You will regret this," she said and left. Tom stood there for a couple of minutes before finally leaving to represent his boss. "Asshole" she cursed and ran towards the door. Successfully opening the door. "Oh my God Francis" She threw her bag away not caring about where it landed and rushed to the drunk man sitting on the floor."Oh my God, what is happening? Why are you f*****g on the damn floor?" This was unlike Francis so far as she knows him. "Leave!" she heard him scream with pain. "Francis" Leave you f*****g cheater. How dare you cheat on me? I gave you everything. Every f*****g thing but.. But you still decided to cheat. Now am dying". "You're really drunk. She said and picked up her phone. After two rings the person picked up."Hello princess how are you? "." Mrs Wilson am fine but is Francis"." What happened to my son?." she sounded terrified. "Is nothing dangerous. But he is wasted". "Oh no I will be there in a minute".
If miserable was a person then it was me. I sat down on the cold floor with my head against the door as tears fell down my cheeks uncontrollably. I cleaned my face just to make room for another tear. I tried to let myself feel okay but no. I was very hurt and couldn't control how my heart was arching. "Am sorry Francis. Please forgive me".
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