It has been three weeks since I've seen Daniel. They've been complete hell!
Even though Kyle has been here and spending more time with me. I spoke to him about how him being friends with his ex unsettled me but instead of listening, he just wanted to undress me and 'make me feel good.' We've been doing a lot of that lately; it's almost the only thing we do lately.
I really look forward to my best friend's return. I get along better with him than with Kyle. It's been days since I've spoken to Daniel; he travelled to visit his parents and didn't return my calls. He's the only one that makes me feel heard, and I miss him terribly. Kyle can't handle deep conversations -- he always tries to get me n***d when I bring something up.
It was just a little over eight when I decided to clean up af
