Destined to be

chapter 25

Previously ;

Tyler: " . I always thought that we were in a perfect relationship . . . . . . A perfect relationship is the one who never betrays each other and the one who stays true forever , so I guess we were never in one . In every relationship, trust is very important. That is also the reason why in some relationships, betrayal happens .The fact that you betrayed me means that you never valued me . You are a f*****g backstabber . . . . . Backstabbers are the most dangerous one because their action is never known. Once you break a promise, it means you betrayed not only the one you give a promise but also yourself. Not only you betrayed me Mindy but you also betrayed yourself . I hate you and I will always hate you no matter what . You are the reason I will never love again . You are the reason I will never be happy again . "

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Tyler wanted to be alone for a while so Steven and Clara left his place ;

On their way back Tyler didn't even spoke a word to Clara . Clara tried to initiate a conversation but he didn't even uttered a word . He looked furious at her ;

Clara: " Steven . . . . Steven ! , you can't just ignore me like this . I am talking to you . "

Steven: " I am tired Clara ! I am not in a mood to talk to anyone right now so please leave me alone . "

Clara: " No it's not just that . "

Steven: " Really ? so why don't you tell me what it is ? "

Clara: " I . . . . . . . . . . "

Steven: " Speak up babe I am waiting to hear an answer , come on shoot it out . "

Clara: " I am not sure . But what I am sure about is . . . . . . . . Is that you are upset with me . "

Steven: " Have you given me a reason ? "

Clara: " I don't know . "

Steven: " You don't ? "

Clara: " No . . . . . . . . . . "

Steven: " So I guess there is nothing to talk about . "

Clara: " Wait ! wait ! ! wait ! ! ! what do you want me to do ? "

Steven: " Like you have already not done enough ! "

Clara: " Don't talk to me like that . "

Steven: " What the hell were you doing at Tyler's place ? "

Clara: " I don't remember that I did anything that can upset you . "

Steven: " You were scratching Tyler's wounds . "

Clara: " No I wasn't ! . . . . . . . . . Why will you even say this he is my friend . You are so mean . I care about him just like you do . "

Steven: " Why were you playing the situation game with him ? . . . . . Didn't you saw his face . He was looking so upset ! "

Clara: " I had just some questions in my mind and I wanted him to answer them . I don't get it what was so wrong in that . It felt right to me . "

Steven: " That is the problem Clara you do what you think is right and you don't care about other's emotions and feelings . . . . . . . . You hit people on their nerves . "

Clara: " Oh Steven you are just so mean . . . . . . You can't talk to me like this ! "

Steven: " And you can just say the hell you want but other's are not allowed to open their mouth in front of the queen . "

Clara: " You are taking out your anger on me ! . . . . . . Oh hello ! I am not Mindy . I am Clara . I didn't left your best friend at the altar . "

Steven: " I don't want to talk to you . "

Clara: " So don't even I am not dying to talk to you . . . . . . . And you know what if any one is supposed to be angry then it should be me . . . . . . . You left me waiting at the coffee house while you were having a gala time with Emily . "

Steven: " I don't want to get into it . ""

Clara: " Why not ? . . . . . . .let's get into this . . . . . . right now . . . . . . right here . "

Steven: " I am not telling you anything . "

Clara: " You can't keep distance from her . . . .could you ? "

Steven: " I was helping her . But you won't umderstand so just let go of it . "

Clara: " I think it's time that time that we let go of everything . We can't even agree with each other on a single topic . How will we spend a lifetime together . So let's just let go of it . "

Steven: " You think it is the best way to solve issues . "

Clara: " I don't know it just seems to me . I obviously don't want to do what Mindy did . "

Clara walks away .

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Tyler was upset . He tried to get Mindy out of his head but some how he was not able to . And it was quite obvious he had spend years loving her . All that could not go away in a blink . And also she was his first love . She thought him the beauty of being in love and how much it hurts be by betrayed by the person you love . He was feeling life all his pieces were falling apart . He took sleeping pills to give himself a break from the chaos of his head .

Can we forget our love ?

Is it necessary to forget your love after all it reminds you how easy it is to get hurt .

There are a lot of firsts we encounter in life, like owning our first car, having our first drink, and our first day at school. Firsts are some of the most memorable moments in life, and depending on the situation can either bring us a feeling of ecstasy or a sense of devastation. Either way, one thing most people remember is their first love.

Love is always special, but your first love moves you in a way that is inherently unique. It introduces you to feelings you have never had before, for better or for worse, and is accompanied by a sense of wonder, intrigue, and excitement. Even though your first love may not have lasted, it will be a part of who you are for the rest of your life.

The first time you fall in love can feel practically earth shattering. All of a sudden, you realize you care about someone else in a way that you didn’t fully understand was possible. Even though we are aware of love, the first time you experience it in the romantic sense opens up a world of possibility and excitement, coupled with a hint of fear. It is unlike anything you have felt before, making the person associated with this discovery a permanent fixture in your memory .

The only thing that rivals the intensity of your first love is your first heartbreak. Often, these feelings are surrounded by memories of the same person. The ending of the first relationship was likely very painful, regardless of who initiated the end or whether it was amicable.

It’s hard to let go of your first love, to walk away from those early feelings that were almost magical. The amount of effort required, and the amount of pain felt, will likely stick with you for a lifetime .

For most people, their first love was innocent. Like for Tyler . He fell in love with Mindy when he was very young . He was not ever bothered by the fact that may be Mindy would not reciprocate the same . It was free of manipulation on their part and often developed organically over time. It wasn’t something you were trying to do, it just happened. The lack of motive or intention makes it seem even more special.

The first love is likely not the only first you experience with the person who captured your heart. They may have encouraged you to try new things and take on new challenges, and were at least partially responsible for some of your personal growth. Tyler always wanted to be a musician but was so afraid to go on stage but Mindy encouraged him . During he first concert he was standing right at the front and waving to him . Her presence was enough for him. You also bore witness to the changes you incited in them and saw how people could support each other in a positive way.

Your first love also gets involved in various physical firsts, and the emotional and chemical reactions that come with them. Whether it was a first kiss or the loss of virginity, these physical firsts are also memories we tend to carry with us throughout our lifetimes. Even in cases where things were clumsy or uncomfortable, most of these memories are looked at with a level of affection.

Though you may have identified as part of a couple before, your first love is often the first time you actually felt like you were part of an “us” or a “we.” This may represent the first time you made decisions based on what made sense for you as a couple, instead of you as an individual. You may have even prioritized the other person’s thoughts, opinions, or feeling above you own when faced with a decision, relinquishing a few your preferences in favor of someone else’s.

Along with representing your youth, your first love reminds you of a time when the possibilities seemed endless and much of life felt new and exciting. Thinking of your first love may conjure up a variety of what-ifs, as you consider what could have been had you made different choices at key points in your life.

When Tyler and Mindy got together it was pink sky and unicorns for them . They were in a phase where they were not able to live without each other without a day .

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