Destined to be

chapter 69

Previously ;

Tyler: " So what is it ? "

Mindy: " AL-ALEX ! "

Tyler: " Are you sure ? I don't know why but you don't seem confident saying his name . "

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Mindy: " You are a crazy man . . . . a crazy man . . . . . You think I have made up this man . "

Tyler: " I have not said anything till now . You said it yourself . Well the least I can do is to agree with you . Because you know what I know you have put in a lot of efforts to make up this story and create an imaginary man . "

Mindy: " I don't know what to say . "

Tyler: " How come no one other than you have seen your prince charming , the apple of your eye . "

Mindy: " It is not just me Clara has seen him . "

Tyler: " Oh yes , how I forgot Clara has seen him . . . . . . . . Which further reminds me that she has told me a lot about your Alex . Why don't you also tell me more about the guy you chose over me . "

Mindy: " You will do anything to prove yourself right and me wrong . "

Tyler: " I am giving you a chance to prove me wrong . "

Mindy: " I am not telling you anything . "

Tyler: " So in that case neither of us is going any where . We will stand here . And you know what this gives me another reason to wonder . You came to the hospital alone , you don't even look so fine . And I have stopped you for over an hour now but his Alex guy didn't even called you even to make sure that you were fine . How is he ? . . . . . You broke up with me . This morning I wanted to ignore you and drive away but I was not able to because you looked ill and deep deep down I wanted to make sure that you were fine . But this Alex guy he is so ignorant . But it is not his fault . . . . . . . I mean . . . . . . . You know that he is imaginary . "

Mindy: " Fine what do you want to know . "

Tyler: " A lot of things . When do did you guys first met . . . . . . . . Where did you guys first meet ? . . . . . . . Was he aware that you were seeing somebody else or were you playing with two guys emotions . But we will start from the basic how does he look like . Just for you to know I already know the answer Clara already told me this . . . . . . I just want to make sure that she didn't hear anything wrong . So go ahead . "

Mindy: " What did she tell you ? "

Tyler: " Let that be safe with me . You go ahead with your description . "

Mindy: " He . . . . . . . .He has black hair . "

Tyler: " Black hair really ? "

Mindy: " I mean he had black hair back when we met but then he dyed his hair to brown when . . . . . . "

Tyler: " Clara saw him . . . . . . . . I mean on the day of our wedding . You know what I mean , don't you ? "

Mindy: " Yes , yes . "

Tyler: " Did you fall in love with his green eyes ? "

Mindy: " I sure did . "

Tyler: " Strange because Clara told me that he has blue eyes . Did he change the color of his iris or does he wear lenses . "

Mindy: " I meant blue eyes . "

Tyler: " Then this is definetly strange because Clara told me that he has green eyes . "

Mindy: " You are just playing with me . "

Tyler: " Shhhh . . . . . . . . Don't interrupt in between we are discussing some important things . . . . . . .So he . . . . . "

Mindy " I am done . I am not discussing anything with you . I am not answering you . Think what ever you want . . . . . Believe what ever you want . "

Tyler: " Just say that you have made up this guy and he exists only in your dreams and you were pregnant with my child and you aborted my child without even telling me . How could you do this to me ? "

Mindy: " If you know everything so tell me why will I do this ? "

Tyler: " Because you thought that if you would have told me this I would have never let you go through an abortion . "

Mindy: " So you do know everything . "

Tyler: " I know you very well . I know you even better than you know yourself . "

Mindy: " So you have all the answers now so let me go and now don't stop my way . "

Tyler: " You are not going any where ? "

Mindy: " Why ? . . . . . . What do you want ? "

Tyler: " I want you to say everything I just said . "

Mindy: " You are such a baby . "

Tyler: " So give this baby what he wants . "

Mindy: " Ok fine . . . . . Just because you want me to say it and you won't let me leave unless I say so and I so exhausted that I don't have energy to deal with you right now . . . . . . . What ever I am going to say is just for the above mentioned reasons . So don't take it other wise . Yes Tyler I was pregnant with your child and I aborted your child without discussing it with you because I knew that you would have forced me keep it and sacrifice my career for the sake of your child's happiness and future . And I am a selfish lady my career and my life is most important to me . . . . . . . . And yes hear comes the main Alex is imaginary . Are you done now ? . . . . . . Is it all you wanted to hear ? . . . . . . Do you want me to say anything else ? "

Tyler: " You really thought that I would have forced you to keep this child if you told me that keeping this child means loosing you . . . . . . . . "

Mindy: " I don't even think it is a question to discuss . You wanted to be a father . "

Tyler: " But I also know that you wanted to be a mother . "

Mindy: " Yes but does that matters . "

Tyler: " Of course it does . I love you and I respect your perspective to life . I can't believe that you left me for this reason . "

Mindy: " I thought that . . . . . "

Tyler: " You were wrong . . . .You were so wrong . "

Mindy: " I don't know what to say . "

Tyler: " Just tell me honestly that there is no other person in your life and you made up Alex . "

Mindy: " Yes I did . Because I thought that you will never understand me . "

Tyler: " After all these years I can't believe you don't trust me . "

Mindy: " I am sorry . I should have talked to you about this . "

Tyler: " Yes you should have . "

Mindy: " So what now ? "

Tyler: " There is no love without trust . I am glad that you left me because there I do deserve some one better . Now I feel free . Now I know I will be able to move on . Thank you for letting me free . There are two things that I doubt will hold me back . One is this our engagement ring you can have it and the second is a poem I wrote for you . I wanted to say it in front of everyone on out wedding but . . . . . you know . . . . .

I love you for giving your heart to me

and trusting me with your pride .

I love you for wanting me

and needing me by your side .

I love you for the emotions

I never knew I had .

I love you for making me smile when I am sad .

I love you for your thoughts of me

where I am always on your mind .

I love you for finding that part of me

That I never thought I will find .

I love you for the way you are

And for how you make me feel .

But most of all I love you ,

for bringing life in me .

Good bye Mindy for ever . "

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Tyler had mixed feelings in his heart if he was sure of anything then that was now he will be able to keep his future back and move on . May be it was his anger that was helping him with this whole ' move on ' thing .

Though anger some what built a connection but the disinterest that comes with it is a form of release .

He realized that he was in love with a girl who would have never reciprocated the same . Because she was missing n essential element of love , that is , ' Trust ' .

She didn't even thought that it was necessary to converse with him before taking all the careless decisions .

We put a lot of ourselves into our relationships , which is why the process of moving on from an ex can feel like it's taking an eternity . But like the relationship that ended , your phase of getting over the loss of that relationship won't last forever . . . .

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