The next morning was different for Emily . Estella's words had an impact on her . She was done feeling sorry for herself . She realized that no one was coming to rescue her . She had a devastating past but it was time to move on from that . Her family abandoned her , they left her to starve on the road . Her father ignored her like she meant nothing to him . . . . . . . . . .
Why should she cry over people who don't care about her or her daughter ?
So what if they were her family ?
Family is not a group of people you are related to it is a group of people who have got your back and who are there for you every time you need them . Who stick with you through better or worse . . . . . . . . . . .
But still she was a girl . She could not stop imagining how her life would have been if the father of her child was there with them . She wondered how he will react if he ever found out that he has a child !
There were two answers to this question . He would have been shocked . Well who won't be on finding that a one night stand burdened them with a life time responsibility . Who knows whether he would have taken the responsibility or would have abandoned them . . . . .
Or may be he would have been a good father . He would have understood the situation and would have consoled Emily that he will be there for Emily and their child . Obviously its good to have someone with you .
The answer was in box that she didn't wanted to open because she was too scared that she already knew the answer . And the answer was not pleasant to her ears . And who wants to know the name of the bastard who knocked her up ? But can't solely blame him Emily was too drunk that night . If he stood guilt then so did Emily .
Her situation was complicated .
All these questions were eating her head . . . . . .
Though she had a lot of questions in her head but still she had a lot of clarity in her head .
She knew that she was self sufficient and she didn't needed anyone's help to raise her child .
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