Previously ; She closed her eyes to relive what she just saw . Generally when you wake up from a dream you forget it but that dream was like a movie . It started every time she shut her eyes . She opened her eyes , took a deep breath and started writing . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . " Dear diary , I have never written before but my mom used to write everyday . Maybe that's why I never got to know how she felt because she never told me . She never shared it with anyone . I wish she had . Her whole life is hidden inside the pages of diaries like this . I want to know what she wrote on the day she killed herself . I want to know w

