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I stare up at the white paint of his ceiling , my chest heaving up and down from the sheer serenity coating my body , lolling me into an abyss of darkness . His weight and warmth is still draped over my body and I can feel his breathing start to even out . I lay there , shocked and unmoving , only my harsh breaths filling the room as I wallow in what just happend . I just gave my virginity to Riven . The person who hated me for years , who insulted me to the point of tears . I gave myself to Riven , willingly — I had the most breathtaking s*x with Riven Gray , my best friend's brother . Worst part ? I want to do it again .
I feel him lift his head from my shoulder , pushing up on his hands and when he looks down at me , I hold my breath for the umpteenth time . I'm ready for it
