*trigger warning*
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The clouds float by , the cold breeze washing over me and the sound of birds chirping and the leaves fluttering in the wind calms my whirling mind . I feel helpless , I feel defeated , I feel like a failure .
I feel like the most horrid friend for betraying Alison by being attracted to Riven , I feel like the most horrid sister for betraying my brother for even having these thoughts about his best friend . I feel like a failure to myself for still wanting Riven , after everything he put me through . Riven doesn't care for anyone , he just likes the thrill of the chase . He enjoys mentally f*****g with people and physically making them submit . Then he moves on , leaving them heartbroken . I've witnessed it , I've witnessed the girls falling madly in-love with
