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I'm threading so close to absolutely losing it . Unresponsive .
I inhale a deep breath through my nose , shifting in my spot . I know that if I try to demand answers , he'll just get offensive and we'll move back to square one , where he'll insult me and I'll insult him , which will result in a massive emotional rollercoaster that I'm in no mood for . Especially now that we've reached this level of trust and care . As hard as it is to admit to myself , I know that if I really want something more with Riven , I'm going to have to trust him , I'm going to have to try and understand that for some unknown reason , he doesn't want to talk about it , and that's a good enough reason .
Looking at him now , staring at me with dark , cold eyes that evidently clouds over with a sense of
