r a i n I'm taken back by the vulnerable expression on her face , her honey brow eyes have formed dark half moons underneath and her skin almost appears ashen . Her heart-shaped lips are chapped and the freckles scattered over her nose and cheeks are more prominent . I almost feel bad for her now . I don't know why I even consider asking her if she's okay , because with everything she's said and done , proved that she doesn't care whether Alison and I are okay or not . Still , looking at her now, I have the urge to ask . She's been our friend for a long time, she stayed with us , goddamnit ! We shared secrets — well , Alison mostly did the sharing while I just gave snippets of my petty ones — she had Sunday gossip with us and cupcake Thursday's as well as Friday shots— small events we cr

