I found a love and it was the type of love that I feel safe at. But, when I started to question it, was it still love? I didn’t expect that being in a relationship would be comforting and hard at the same time. I only thought it was hard. It was what I witnessed all these years, watching my mother’s relationships. River became much sweeter when we became together. Madalas pa rin siyang nagmemessage, at sa tuwing nagrereview ako ay binabantayan niya ako. He would always check up on me and ask if I already ate. Sometimes, he would send random messages out of the blue, and I would try to hide my laughter in the middle of the class. Ilang buwan na rin ang klase at halos hindi na kami nagkikita ni Venera at ng mga kaibigan niya na naging kaibigan ko na rin. Madalas din kasi ang mga groupin

