I’ll be totally crazy by tomorrow. My nerves are on edge. If anyone tries to talk to me, I’d just shout. I’ve been eating chocolate all day long, nothing normal. My period is coming soon, so that might be the reason why. The other is that I need a man. There is no denying it. I am a loser and that’s it. At least, I am hiding it well.
ARLENE - Friday, October 28
Anywhere I went in the school, people were talking about the party. It was raining a bit, so during lunchtime, I got stuck in the cafeteria. Linda and the others were occupied with the radio, so I crawled up with a book in a quiet corner. But at least, I managed to observe a couple of things:
Those who are invited are regarded as gods.
It is true for both girls and boys (just like hair-dyeing).
Dana is walking around the scho
