Chapter 31: Home
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Ava knew the electricity bill was waiting for her before she even got home.
Not because she'd seen it.
Because problems had a way of arriving before she did.
The bus ride home had been longer than usual. Traffic crawled through the streets while passengers squeezed together like sardines. A crying baby sat somewhere behind her, two men argued about football near the front, and an elderly woman kept falling asleep on Ava's shoulder.
Normally she would've found it funny.
Today she was too tired.
Her eyes burned from staring at books all day, and her shoulders ached from carrying a backpack that seemed to gain weight every week.
When the bus finally reached her stop, she stepped out with a sigh of relief.
Then she remembered she still had homework.
The relief disappeared immediately.
The apartment building looked the same as always—old paint, cracked walls, and laundry hanging from balconies above. Children played football outside with a half-deflated ball while a woman shouted at them from a nearby window.
For a moment, Ava stood there watching.
Kingsley Academy felt like a different planet sometimes.
Luxury cars.
Designer bags.
Students who spent more money on lunch than her family spent in a day.
Then there was this.
Her reality.
The reality she'd spent years trying to escape.
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The smell of stew greeted her the moment she entered the apartment.
For a second, she smiled.
Then she noticed the silence.
And the smile disappeared.
Her mother sat at the dining table surrounded by bills.
Not one bill.
Not two.
A mountain of them.
The calculator in front of her looked like it had already given up.
"Ava."
"Good evening, Mom."
Her mother nodded absentmindedly while staring at a sheet of paper.
Ava didn't need to read it to know what it was.
Money.
It was always money.
She quietly headed toward the living room where her father sat reading a newspaper.
Well...
Trying to read.
The newspaper had been folded to the same page for almost ten minutes.
His mind was clearly somewhere else.
When he noticed her, his face brightened immediately.
"There she is."
Ava smiled.
"Still alive."
"Barely?"
"Barely."
He laughed.
A real laugh.
The kind she loved hearing.
The kind that had become rare lately.
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"How's school?"
"Tiring."
"How's the project?"
"More tiring."
"How's Ethan?"
Ava nearly choked.
"What?"
Her father looked innocent.
Too innocent.
"The rival."
"You remember that?"
"You talk about him every week."
Ava groaned.
"I do not."
"You absolutely do."
Before she could defend herself, her mother's voice cut through the apartment.
"Can we please be serious for one minute?"
The room immediately fell silent.
Ava's stomach sank.
Here we go.
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Her mother held up a bill.
"The electricity company called again."
No response.
"They said if we don't pay the balance soon, they'll disconnect us."
Still no response.
"They're not joking this time."
Her father slowly folded his newspaper.
"I know."
"No, Daniel, you don't."
The frustration in her voice startled even Ava.
"We keep saying we'll figure things out."
Her mother laughed bitterly.
"When?"
The apartment suddenly felt smaller.
The air heavier.
Ava hated this.
Not because her mother was wrong.
Because she wasn't.
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"We have rent due next month."
Another bill landed on the table.
"The hospital wants payment."
Another bill.
"The electricity bill."
Another bill.
"The water bill."
Another.
"And school expenses."
The final paper dropped.
The stack looked endless.
---
Ava looked away.
She couldn't stand seeing her mother like this.
Every year she seemed more tired.
Every month she seemed more worried.
Every day she seemed a little older.
Her father remained calm.
He always remained calm.
Sometimes Ava wondered how.
"I'll find a solution."
Her mother closed her eyes.
"That's what you said last month."
The words weren't cruel.
Just exhausted.
Completely exhausted.
---
Silence filled the room.
Nobody knew what to say.
Because there was nothing left to say.
The accident had happened years ago.
Yet somehow they were still paying for it.
Literally.
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Ava remembered being younger.
Before the accident.
Before hospitals.
Before crutches.
Before bills covered every table.
Back then her father laughed more.
Her mother smiled more.
Everything had seemed easier.
Now every conversation eventually led back to money.
"I'm sorry."
The words came quietly from her father.
Ava's mother immediately looked away.
And somehow that hurt even more.
Because he wasn't the one who should've been apologizing.
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Without another word, her mother stood and disappeared into the kitchen.
The argument ended.
But the sadness remained.
For several seconds, neither Ava nor her father spoke.
Then he forced a smile.
"Well."
Ava laughed weakly.
"That went terribly."
"Agreed."
The smile faded almost immediately.
That night, dinner was quieter than usual.
Her mother apologized for raising her voice.
Her father apologized for not having answers.
Ava wished they would both stop apologizing.
None of them had caused this.
Life had.
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After dinner, she retreated to her room.
The room was small.
Just a desk, a bed, and shelves filled with books she'd collected over the years.
But it was hers.
And right now, it felt like the only peaceful place in the apartment.
She opened her notes.
Then her textbook.
Then another textbook.
Then another.
Within minutes her desk disappeared beneath a mountain of schoolwork.
Most students at Kingsley studied because they wanted good grades.
Ava studied because failure wasn't an option.
If she lost her scholarship, she lost everything.
The school.
The opportunity.
The future she'd spent years fighting for.
Every high grade mattered.
Every test mattered.
Every assignment mattered.
There was no safety net waiting for her.
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Hours passed.
Outside, the neighborhood grew quieter.
Inside, Ava continued working.
Whenever her eyes grew heavy, she kept going.
Whenever she wanted to stop, she kept going.
Whenever exhaustion whispered that she'd done enough, she ignored it.
And kept going.
Around ten o'clock, the lights flickered.
Once.
Twice.
Three times.
The entire apartment froze.
"Oh no."
Ava looked toward the ceiling.
The lights steadied.
Then flickered again.
From the living room, her mother sighed.
"Wonderful."
Nobody laughed.
Because it wasn't funny anymore.
Ava rubbed her eyes.
The words on the page were beginning to blur.
Her neck hurt.
Her back hurt.
Everything hurt.
Still she continued.
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She thought about Kingsley.
About ranking first.
About the scholarship.
About her parents.
About the bills sitting on the dining table.
About her father's apology.
Suddenly the numbers and notes in front of her felt heavier than before.
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A gentle knock interrupted her thoughts.
"Come in."
The door opened.
Her father stepped inside.
For a moment, he said nothing.
His eyes moved across the room.
The textbooks.
The notes.
The highlighters.
The empty mug.
The dark circles beneath her eyes.
Ava tried to smile.
It didn't work.
---
Her father walked closer and placed a hand on her shoulder.
The gesture was simple.
But comforting.
The way it had always been
"You know," he said quietly, "when you were little, you used to fall asleep anywhere."
Ava laughed softly.
"What?"
"It's true. The sofa. The floor. Once in a laundry basket."
"I did not."
"You did."
"I need evidence."
"I wish I'd taken pictures."
The laughter faded.
His expression softened.
And suddenly Ava knew what he was about to say.
"You look exhausted."
Just four words.
Yet they hit harder than anything else that day.
Because unlike everyone else...
He wasn't looking at her grades.
Or her rankings.
Or her scholarship.
He was looking at her.
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For the first time all evening, Ava felt her eyes sting.
And for a moment, she wasn't sure if it was exhaustion.
Or something else.
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