Leilani. Days fade into night and turn back into the day as the sun rises, and the thought of living like a prisoner grows larger every day, night after night of Alpha Cedrick not returning home. The idea of not knowing where he might be or what he might be doing without me eats me up so much. He is locking me up! Since the night he left early in the dawning without a chance for us to see each other and he is not bothered to return home or check on me, he just left me here like that with the maids and some betas l get to see on patrol whenever l strolled around the small garden outside, neither has he thought about the idea about how restless l am without going to work and just lying around all day, my mobile phone has not been in my sight since that chaotic night with Alpha Ric

