I don't even know what I ever did to deserve all this luck. I'm convinced my baby is the best thing to ever happen to me. I just hugged her tightly as I was lost for words. Before I could get any more emotional I led her out so we won't keep Elle waiting. On the way to the restaurant, Annie was on her usual bubbly streak. She talked about everything she wanted us to do this coming Christmas, once again reminding me that we only had 3 days left but we haven't even bought any gifts yet. No Christmas tree and decorations like the previous Christmas and you know all kinds of things I forgot. I let her continue listing everything off as I distracted myself with the street I was driving on, I didn't want to spike my anxiety again.. After a while, she seemed to realise that I was not focusing

