Chapter Nine: The King's Unease

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Cassian’s POV I'd worn a path into my own study floor by the time Rowan found me. "You're going to wear through the stone at this rate," he said, letting himself in without bothering to knock. "Should I be worried, or is this just your usual brooding taken to a new level?" "I don't brood." "You absolutely brood. It's practically a second profession for you." He dropped into the chair across from my desk, watching me pace with the kind of patient amusement that only ten years of friendship earned a man. "But this feels different. What's wrong?" I stopped at the window instead of answering right away, staring down at the courtyard three stories below, though I wasn't really seeing it. My wolf had been restless since the moment we'd ridden through the gates — worse, if anything, now that Lyra was somewhere in this palace instead of riding at my side where I could see her. "My wolf won't settle," I admitted finally. "Not since the border. It's like something in me expects her to vanish the second she's out of sight." "That's usually how a mate bond works, from what I understand." Rowan's voice stayed light, but his eyes had sharpened. "Which, I notice, you still haven't actually said out loud. Mate bond. Not 'whatever this is.' Not 'my wolf's being strange.' A mate bond." "I know what it is." "Do you? Because you've been dancing around the word since the moment we found her." I turned from the window, some of my frustration finally breaking loose. "What do you want me to say, Rowan? That my wolf recognized her the instant I caught her scent? That every instinct I have has spent ten years searching for exactly this, and now that it's found her, I don't know what to do with it?" "That would be a start, yes." "It's not that simple." "It never is, with you." Rowan leaned forward, elbows on his knees, all humor gone from his expression now. "Cassian. I need you to actually hear me on this, not just wait for me to finish talking." "I'm listening." "She's a rejected Beta's daughter, with no pack backing her now, no political standing, nothing tying her to any alliance that benefits the crown." He held up a hand before I could interrupt. "I'm not saying any of that to be cruel. I'm saying it because the Council will say it first, and far less kindly, the moment word gets out that the King brought home an exile and started acting like she matters." "She does matter." "I believe you. That's not the problem." Rowan's jaw tightened. "The problem is that half the Alphas on that Council are already looking for reasons to undermine you. You know that. You've spent a decade proving yourself to men who'd rather see you fail than admit a King without an old bloodline pedigree can actually hold this kingdom together. Hand them something like this, and they'll use it." "Let them try." "That's easy to say in this study. It's harder when they're withdrawing support from border defenses, or stalling trade agreements, or worse, deciding an unstable King is a King worth replacing." Rowan's voice dropped, quieter now, more worried than warning. "I'm not telling you to send her away. I'm telling you to think, actually think, about what claiming her costs, before your wolf makes the decision for you." I wanted to argue. Every instinct in me wanted to dismiss the concern entirely, the same way I'd dismissed a hundred political warnings over the years that had, admittedly, usually turned out to matter less than my advisors feared. This felt different. This felt like something I couldn't afford to get wrong, precisely because it mattered too much to treat carelessly. "You're not wrong," I said finally, dragging a hand down my face. "About any of it." "I know I'm not. Doesn't make it easier to say." "I keep telling myself I can separate the two things," I admitted, low and honest in a way I rarely allowed myself, even with Rowan. "Protect her because it's the right thing to do, without letting the bond dictate every decision after that. But every time she's out of my sight for more than a few minutes, something in my chest goes wrong in a way I don't have words for." "That's not something you separate, Cassian." Rowan's voice gentled. "That's not how bonds work. You don't get to keep one foot in and one foot out. Eventually you're going to have to choose — actually choose — whether you're protecting a stranger out of duty, or claiming a mate because your wolf already has." "And if I choose wrong?" "Then we deal with the fallout together, the way we've dealt with every other mess you've ever walked us into." A ghost of his usual humor returned, easing some of the tension in the room. "I didn't survive ten years at your side by picking easy fights, you know." I almost managed a real smile at that. Before I could answer properly, a sharp knock sounded at the door, followed by one of the palace stewards stepping inside without waiting for permission — a breach of protocol severe enough that both Rowan and I straightened immediately. "Your Majesty. Apologies for the interruption." The steward's eyes darted between us, clearly unsettled by something. "A raven arrived at the western tower. Sealed with the High Elder's mark." My stomach dropped, cold and immediate. "Malachar," Rowan said, already rising to his feet. "Bring it," I said. The steward crossed the room quickly, offering a small scroll bound with dark red wax, pressed with the unmistakable sigil of the Council's High Elder. I broke the seal myself, unwilling to let anyone else's hands touch it first. The message inside was brief, elegant, and utterly unnerving in its politeness. Word travels quickly, even to old men who rarely leave their halls. I hear congratulations may be in order — a King, and a newcomer worth traveling weeks to protect personally. How unusual. I would very much enjoy the opportunity to meet her myself, at Your Majesty's earliest convenience. I'm certain we have much to discuss. It was signed with nothing more than a single elegant M, beneath the wax seal bearing the Council's crest. "He already knows," Rowan said, reading over my shoulder, his voice gone tight and low. "Cassian, he already knows about her, and he wants a meeting." I stared at the letter, my wolf going utterly still for the first time since the border — not calmed, but focused, sharp and dangerous in a way that had nothing to do with instinct and everything to do with the sudden, absolute certainty that whatever Malachar wanted with Lyra, it was never going to be as simple, or as harmless, as a polite request to meet.
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