His Plan, My Execution

Chapter 5: Catch up.

After figuring out the plan to run away, the bodyguards caught me, and actually did what Toshi-nii said. 

(A/N: she means Toshiro-san. 'Toshi' is a nickname and end 'nii' is referencing to him as older brother)

I remember it as if it was yesterday. A traumatising experience to be honest. They actually cut off his finger infront of me. I still had that stupid hope that, that man wouldn't do that to his own men. Making his brothers do that to him, Toshi-nii letting them do that and having that done to you in the beggining is just horrific. I was very mistaken to have any hopes in that situation. The smell of rusty blood and sight of crimson liquid made me sick at that time. I apologised to Toshi-nii, I think thousand times and we actually became close after this. He didn't blame me or judge me. He is like a brother to me now.

1 month and a half after that I started my training. My coach, Nozumi Kazama (I call him Nozumi) is stubborn as hell. And f*****g bosy! But he is a good caoch. He, at least is very patient with me.

He taught me wing chun. It is used mostly by women for defense and to use your rival's weight to throw him off. Which is perfect for me.

I also learned how to use different types of guns but Springfield XDS, 9mm is a real go-to for me. Light, non-slippery and easy to use.

What my day looks like? I still sleep on the futon behind the room screen. I get up at 5am. Run in the gym for an hour. Eat breakfast with that man.

Yes. I call him 'that man' as I don't even know his name yet!

Can you imagine? Eating breakfast and sometimes dinner, everyday for half a year and don't know their name. And he still demands of me to follow his orders. Asshole much!

Anyway, after breakfast I go to sauna for like two hours. Take a bath, dress up, train, lunch, individual training or classes on assassination with Toshi-nii, bath, dinner, reading and sleep.

I got used to such living but the desire for revange is killing me.

It has been 6 months already. Tomorrow I have a talk with that man about our contract at last. It is annoying that we keep staying in silence. I have no idea what is going through that man's head. Does he want me as some hole to f**k? But if he did he would have r***d me. Does he want me to do his dirty work? No, he has people for that already. Maybe he want to use me as sacrifice? Maybe... Nah... He wouldn't waste so much money and time for something that would soon be killed. I really have no idea what he's thinking. Maids are at my every call, Toshi-nii is his right hand man. Not mine, but still behaves like it.

I just hope that he is not as intimidating tomorrow as he was on the first day I met him. I don't think I could stand any more of his threats and menancig aura.