Gillian’s POV
I wanted to start my family with Mason, but right now wasn’t the time for us to think about it. One might think I am mentally stable but I am still insecure thinking of what if my father has terrible plans, what if love isn’t enough for us to be together?
“Mason…. I really can’t do it,” I said to him.
“Why?”
“I don’t think I am ready to start a family Mason I would love to but I just can’t. Being a mother requires someone who is mentally ready. I don’t think I am ready to sit down and take care of a child,” I explained to him as he turned away from me.
“Is that why you have been taking contraceptives? Not wanting a family?” he questioned as I swallowed hard.
“it’s not like I don’t want to start a family just that I don’t think I am ready” I said to him but he didn’t res
