"You get a strange feeling when you leave a place, like you'll not only miss the people you love, but you miss the person you are at this time and place because you’ll never be this way again."
Azar Nafisi
We first stopped by the pharmacy to pick up my prescriptions and then drove to my apartment. Seeing my apartment for the first time again was heart-wrenching. I looked up to my windows, and my heart constricted in my chest. I could see Evan and me smoking our cigarettes and dancing in my kitchen. I had to close my eyes to the sight for a moment.
I felt Colin put his hand on mine as he suggested, "We don't have to do this now. We can do it some other time."
I shook my head. "It would only open the wound again. I want it to be over."
He opened my door, and we stepped out onto the sid
