"There are two types of pain, one that hurts you and the other that changes you.”
Anonymous
Clara greeted me and told me to go on in; Colin was expecting me. I stepped in and he was on the phone talking to someone about a change he felt was coming. Colin motioned me in and I sat in the chair in front of his desk.
He hung up and then came around to lift me into his embrace. He leaned in to kiss my cheek, but I wasn't ready and the kiss landed on my mouth. His tongue feathered across my lips and I reached mine out to meet him. He moaned into my mouth and kissed me passionately for a moment. He stopped and breathed hard into my mouth. I wanted to tell him how much I loved him, but I couldn't.
I felt butterflies in my stomach. I thought of our silent lovemaking while Evan slept and our sto
