i fear no fate(for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world(for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you
E. E. Cummings
It wasn't easy to pretend that things were normal. It wasn't easy to go to the store, go school shopping for the children, and it wasn't easy to get Addie ready for college. There was a heaviness in my stomach that I hadn't felt since before Evan had left me the first time. I was afraid to let Colin go anywhere alone and so he worked from home. When I went to the store, he went with me. I had a sick feeling that the person stalking us was waiting for us to be alone. They couldn't take us if we were together, but separate, we'd be vulnerable.
Colin and I were trying to make a pl
