One Kind Love - The Beginning

Chapter 3

"what the f**k is wrong with me?" Ren thought as he was about to cry. it had been years since he had felt like this. He longed for Quinn and an hour seemed like too much.

the entire day, Ren felt different from his usual self, way different. it was like he was another person or having developed and completely new personality or something.

" the last time I felt this queer was when I first struck puberty" Ren thought now thinking probably his choice of words had gone as wild as he was then.

later he felt the anxiety grow rapidly and the need to just run away, far away and hide from anyone who could see him or the petrified look across his face.

it was like one of the craziest mix of emotions one could face. it was straight up pain. on top of that, Ren still felt like crying, pouring his feelings onto someone who can tolerate it.

"where could this brat..."as he thought, he had heard the ringing of his doorbell. finally, the guy's here. "I just want to hold you tight and cry right now" Ren thought while opening the door for Quinn.

"hey.......sorry I was late, caught up with important stuff by the way, got you this" he said ever so casually. Ren didn't wanna be a p***y in front of him(especially on the front porch, people tend to hear all kinds of stuff) and awkwardly flashed a grin. All confusion seemed to fly away with Quinn's presence

Quinn handed him an envelope which contained some amount of money. Ren all puzzled asked "what's this?". "Won't you let me in first, its cold here" was what Ren got in reply.

"I got that from working part time at this community hall down north." he said unbuttoning his shirt " since when do you work there?" Ren was now completely confused. " I'm doing it as a part of social commitment. I was sent by my boss as a recommendation, those people want me to work part time there, I couldn't deny that so........" Ren had heard enough, he was fuming with anger. ".....are you ok?" asked Quinn observing Ren's reaction. "I mean you seem out of yourselfuckday, got rained on? oi Ren?" " I'M FINE" was what Quinn got in response. Ren fled form the place and into one of the bedrooms, then locked it. " What the f**k did I do?" asked Ren himself slapping his palm on his forehead.

and then he heardfuckediate knocking on the door. It was Quinn, no one else. "hey mate, what's up? wanna talk?"

"I loved this guy for his attitude" thought Ren as he wore a gentle smile. just as he got up to open the door for Quinn, the impatient bastard was about to barge in by almost crushing the handle. "what a mess" growled Ren under his breath, fed up of him already. god his mood's swinging better than a see saw could in a hurricane.

The door was left ajar for Ren being too busy in Quinn's hands. the man knew how to hug....and that's enough. "who needs a therapist when you have gotten a guy like this......how lucky am I to have both as one" thought Ren, again.

"so mate, how was your day?" here we go again. why remind the mind of the what-ifs when in his arms. "um it was good" was what could escape out of Ren's mouth before Quinn started babbling again," I had literally seven patients with selective.......". nonsense, pure bullshit

"who gives a f**k" Ren thought when he yapped about one of the old hag. why was he listening, well not exactly the point, it was just that he needed the warmth....of his boyfriend's bare chest against his back. It was just enough to make Ren close his eyes and lay back.

" oi you asleep? I guess so" smiled Quinn as he played through Ren's messy bushy hair. "man you've been looking worked up for the past few days. sorry to say (if your listening, after all), you look adorable when you fall asleep on me like this" chuckled Quinn gently so as to not wake his partner upfucking>he carefully carried him over his bed and placed him and covered him with his comforter. "one question: why the f**k do you look so sexy when your hfuckingn your face like this? if I'd have the energy, would've done you just right tonight. anyways goodnight mate." he said gently planting a kiss on Ren's forehead and on his cheekbones.

"what a god damn f*****g masterpiece is this guy" Quinn thought as he smiled and left to wrap himself up like a baby in his own bed and fall asleep and dream to be one again.