✔ Scars. (Book One) ✔

Chapter Eleven

When Tom pulled up in a parking space, Me and Abi jumped from the car and ran into Starbucks to meet the female side of the band....and Matty. We walked over to the big table where they all sat, but then I remembered that the guys were still outside in the car.

I walked out of the cafe and over to the car, Tom, Liam and Aaron had since got out of the car and were now just resting on the SUV. I walked over to them, Aaron saw me coming and held his big, long arms open for me and I ran over, Into them and hugged him.

Even though I've only known him for a little while, He already feels like a best friend and big brother to me. I mean, He knows some of my deepest, darkest secrets... but not worst. God, he's such a child sometimes, But now I understand why it's so easy to love him so much. I pulled away but allowed him to keep one arm over my shoulder, Tom didn't seem to mind much.

'You guys want to come in or do you want me to get you anything?' I asked.

'Ummm...Can I have a coffee please? ' Aaz asked, his eyes sparkling

'Sure thing' I said patting him on his stomach and smiling.

'...And me' Liam asked, I nodded and looked up at Tom. He wouldn't meet my gaze.

'T?' I asked, I heard the pain in my own voice, But...I don't know why.

'NO!, I f*****g DONT!' He shouted. I flinched at the anger in his voice. My god, What have I done now? I can't win with this guy. Aaron and Liam looked at him. They weren't too happy.

'No need to be a fucker!.' Liam said. Aaron rubbed my shoulder with the arm he still had around me. I looked up at him, He saw me and smiled. I made myself smile back and turned back to Liam.

'Don't worry, Liam. I'm used to Tom's PMS by now!' I snapped, trying to sound as nasty and mean as possible. He snapped his head in my direction to look at me, and for worst possible timing ever, I felt a tear roll down my face. I knew Tom saw it free fall down my face because as soon as it did, his eyes went from angry, beyond belief, to sad and upset. He looked at me and unfolded his arms that he had crossed over his chest. Hanging them down his sides and stepped away from the SUV. He walked over to me but as he got closer, I struggled out of Aaron's hold and ran back to the shop, wiping away tears as I ran.

I entered the shop and went up to the counter, all of my friends had already ordered their drinks by the time we had got here, Abi had one too, they were all sat around a table, Abi sat in Matty's lap as they all talked.

'Hello, May I help you' a woman's voice came, making me look away from my friends and up to the woman behind the counter.

'Yes, Can I have a Caramel-Cream Frappuccino and two coffee's please.' I said.

'Small, Med...'

'All large please' I cut her off. I paid the woman behind the counter and walked to the end of it to wait for my drinks.

'Order 4' A boy, Well late teen boy, Shouted. That's me. I walked over to the man standing with my drinks and gasped. He was just how I remembered him.

There on the other side of the counter, looking at me was Chris Smith, He was the son of one of the female teachers at my old school. I had such a crush on him. He was in Year 11, His last year of school, While I was in my first, Which was Year 7. He NEVER talked to me, Unless you count the times he and his friends used to take the piss out of me. He knew I like him, a lot.

He just thought it was the funniest thing since Jackass the movie.

I never told him I like him, but my ex-best friend told one of his mates and he thought it would be the best thing ever to scream it out in an all-school assembly. It was horrible, all the teachers were there and all the students were too. Everyone laughed at me, Well...almost, Chris didn't, he just looked straight at me and gave me a look, I guess he wasn't laughing because he was embarrassed that everyone knew someone like me liked someone like him. I got so upset I ran out of the school hall, played sicky and never came back to school for over a week.

Wow! He's still as cute as ever, But like he would remember me, Yeah right.

'Oh my god! Hey Katie.' he said. Om my god!!! He DOES remember me. 'You look so different. I totally dig the snakebites' He said to me, smiling.

Wow! Still a perfect smile.

'Thanks Chris' I said. I still got so embarrassed talking to him, Even now, so long after the assembly thing. I took my drinks and said goodbye before I turned my back on him and walked away.

I walked over to my friends and put my drink down on the table, sighing. I didn't want to go back outside and have to face Tom but I had Aaron and Liam's drinks so, I kinda had to.

'Oh my god, Is that Chris Smith' Abi said, Looking over my shoulder.

'Yeah' Was all I said before heading out the door to get the guys.

Aaz and Liam were having a very heated argument with Tom. He looked up and saw me coming. He said something quickly to the guys and they all turned around to look at me. When they saw me they smiled, Well... Two of the Three did.

'I come with coffee' I said, making myself smile, even though I was screaming inside.

I lifted my hand and showed them the coffee cups. Their smiles widened. They held out their hands as if they were begging. I gave them their drinks and they thanked me. I knew Tom was looking at me, but I just totally blanked him.

Even just thinking about him makes me want to cry. God, Why am I feeling this way?

Ahhhhh. I could feel the tears burning my eyes but I held them back this time. As I turned to head back inside, I saw my friends walking over to me, Drinks in hand. Matty was carrying my drink for me. He's sooo sweet.

'Hey, Kate' Anna said, Pulling me into a hug, Followed by Charlotte, Megan and lastly Matty. When he pulled away he handed me my drink. I smiled and thanked him.

'What up guys.' I said as I realised I hadn't even said hello to them yet. They all looked up at the guys and smiled were coming across their face's. I guess its time for them to meet each other. I turned back to the guys.

'Guys...This is Anna, Megan, Charlotte and Matt.' I turned back around to my friends, ' And Misfits this is Tom, Aaron and Liam.' I call them the Misfits because that's what our group is called, always has been, always will be. They all said Hey and shook hands with each other.

We made our way down to the hotel, Me and the Misfits walked while Aaz, and Tom drove the SUV. When the 3 guys joined us again after parking the car, we all walked into the hotel. As soon as I saw James, I ran over to him and hugged him, smiling.

We all checked in and made our way up to our floor. The guys we and put their stuff in their rooms and to unpack their stuff, but we all arranged to meet back in mine and James' suite in one hour.

The guys had been introduced to each other and I was happy they all got along together, well. Megan, Anna and Abi had taken up Aaron, Ollie, and Liam's offer to go out and show them around. They were more than happy too. James, Roman, Rhys and Stu decided to go out and get MORE beer and food for later. They asked if I wanted to go with them, I didn't feel up to it so I said no.

...so they left. Matt was on phone with Tim, (Our drummer, Who just so happened to be my ex-boyfriend, But we never really went out, I said I would so no one would ask questions, I knew about Matt and Tim. It was like a cover sort-of thing because Matt and Tim are actually dating, Have been for about 4 years now. It was sweet. They totally loved each other. I was the only other person who knew.

I think that's why me and Matty are so close. While Charlotte was on the phone to Richard. They have been together forever too. Michael was off somewhere on the phone too. I think he was talking to his wife or something. I knew where my girls were and I knew who they were with.

I was sat down on the sofa in my room. I flipped through the TV channels, Bored out my head, Trying to find something to watch, Footballers Wives, Charmed, Friends, Gilmore Girls, 90210, The Real Housewives Of Orange County, Jeramy Kyle or Murder She Wrote.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

I looked at the door and sighed. I threw the remote down on the sofa next to me and stood up, walking over to the door. I pulled it open, expecting to see one of the misfits there, as none of the guys EVER knock.

...But I was wrong...no one was there. That's odd. I shrugged my shoulders and shut the door again. I walked over to the draws in the bedroom and grabbed something warmer. I opened them to see that James had already put my stuff away. I would have to get more clothes from home to keep here, after all, I will be spending most of the next few weeks here. It was so sweet of him to do that though.

I changed my long top to my Guns N Roses Band-Tee and my customized 30 Seconds to Mars Hoodie. I designed and had made for my first 30stm concert. It had ''I heart (with a heart) the Leto Broz' written down both the arms in white, 30 Seconds to Mars Rocks with a devil horn hand sign on the front, 30 seconds to mars written on the one side of the hood with Birmingham 2010 written on the other side and in big white writing, Mrs Shannon Leto on the back with a love heart pattern at the bottom.

Abi had the same hoodie as me but I designed her to say Mrs Jared Leto and the back instead of Shannon. She loved it. James didn't mind me wearing it so what the hell. I decided to change my leggings to jeans and brushed my hair. I was suddenly alert when I heard the front door open and close, or at least I thought I did.

I walked out of the bedroom and looked around, no one was here. I walked over to the door and opened it. I went out into the hallway, I didn't know it but I was the only one on our floor, well almost anyway. I closed the door again and turned around. I screamed at the sight of someone in my room.

It was Tom, standing right in front of me in the middle of my room... He moved forwards and for some reason, I was a little scared.

As he continued to come closer, I backed up until my back smacked hard and loud against the hard wooden door, But he kept coming forward. His eyes were locked on mine. He stopped when he was so close my chest and breasts were pushed up against his stomach, as he was so much taller than me. I looked up at him as he looked down at me.

He pushed me up hard against the door. He placed his hands around my ass and lifted me up off the floor. He wrapped my legs around his waist and held them tight in place. He crashed our lips together, I turned my head so I could pull away but he wouldn't let me....Until HE pulled his lips away from mine. He looked me in the eyes, He was angry, Seriously, What have I done?

'What's your problem?!' I screamed at him. Struggling to get loose of his hold but his arms were still on my legs holding me up and hard against him and the door. I could feel his c**k hard, through his jeans and mine. Pushing against me, in between my legs. He was pushing so hard, it really kinda hurt, even though we still had our clothes between us.

'YOU!' He screamed back 'YOU'RE MY PROBLEM'

'Really then tell me what I have done wrong, huh? Tell me why you are here!' I could feel the tears starting to burn in the back of my eyes, I tried to hold them back but totally failed. I blinked them back but it didn't help. They just spilt over the edge and free fell down my face. He lifted a hand up and wiped them away. I looked back up at him, his face had changed, he wasn't angry anymore. he kissed me again but this time it wasn't hard, it was soft as if he took care NOT to hurt me. He pulled away again and looked at me.

'What do you want Tom?' I asked, Tears still falling down my face. I could hear the sadness in my own voice but it was mixed in with fear now. He looked at me as if he heard it too and could see how scared I was of him at the moment.

'I'm not going to hurt you, Babe' He whispered to me. I could still feel his erection hard against me.

'What do you want?' I asked again. God, I felt so lame right now. I can't believe I'm falling for this guy and the problem was I was falling hard.

'You!' was all he said before he crashed out lips together, but this time I kissed him back. I moved my hands and wrapped one around his neck while the other was embedded in his long black hair. He pushed me up harder against the door and I let a moan escape my lips. I felt him smirk against my lips, and through our kiss as his hand raised up under my shirt...........