Page Forty

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It took Sienna two weeks to work up the nerve to actually pull the riverfront deal's paperwork, and when she finally did, it was almost by accident, a Saturday afternoon spent cleaning out a filing cabinet in the back of the loft that hadn't been touched since her father's funeral. She found the folder near the bottom, unlabeled except for a date, and she sat down on the floor of the storage room and read the whole thing twice before she let herself feel anything about it. The contract was exactly as bad as she remembered, in the ways she remembered, and worse in ways she hadn't fully understood at twenty six, when the whole thing had happened and she'd been too consumed with watching her father unravel to read the fine print herself. The clause on page forty was every bit as buried as family legend had made it, a restructuring provision that transferred design credit and controlling decision rights to Cross Holdings under a set of conditions that, on paper, looked like standard risk management language and, in practice, had been engineered to trigger almost immediately. What she hadn't expected, what made her sit very still on the storage room floor for a long time, was the signature page. Richard Cross's signature, on every version, every amendment, every piece of correspondence that mattered. Damian Cross's name appeared exactly once, on an internal memo about site logistics, dated eight months before the clause that destroyed her father's involvement in the project. He would have been twenty six. Junior. Nowhere near the decisions that mattered. She didn't want it to change anything. She sat with the folder in her lap and tried, actively, to keep hating him with the same clean, uncomplicated certainty she'd carried for three years, and found she couldn't quite manage it anymore, and that made her angrier than almost anything else about the whole situation. She brought the folder to their next working session anyway, because she'd never once in her life been able to leave a question unasked once she knew the question existed. "I want to talk to you about something," she said, after the site logistics meeting had wrapped and most of the team had cleared out, leaving just the two of them and a conference room full of empty coffee cups. "Not about the Whitmore." Damian looked up, something careful crossing his face, like he already sensed where this was going before she said another word. "I pulled the riverfront contract," she said, and set the folder on the table between them. "The whole thing. Every amendment." He didn't reach for it immediately. "Okay." "Your name's on one memo. About site logistics. Eight months before the clause that pushed my father out. Everything else, every signature that mattered, is your father's." "I know," Damian said, quietly, and the admission cost him something, she could see it in the set of his jaw. "I've seen the file. Not until about a year ago, when I finally asked to see it, which I should have done a lot sooner than I did." "Then you knew. You knew what your father did to my father's firm, and you never said anything, not until I put the paperwork on this table myself." "What was I supposed to say?" His voice wasn't defensive exactly, more tired, like he'd had this argument with himself many times before he ever had it with her. "I'm sorry my father is who he is? I've been saying some version of that with my whole career for the last year and a half, Sienna. I restructured how this company handles every deal that even remotely resembles what happened to your father's firm. I don't get to undo what already happened. I only get to make sure it doesn't happen again, and try to be a person my father wouldn't recognize if I can manage it." "That's convenient," she said, though the sharpness in her voice had less conviction behind it than it would have had two weeks ago. "You get to feel bad about it in private and still keep everything your family built off the back of what he did." "You think I don't know that?" Something flashed across his face, the first real anger she'd seen from him, not directed at her exactly, more at the whole impossible shape of the situation. "You think I don't lie awake some nights doing the math on how much of what I have exists because my father was willing to destroy people who trusted him? I know exactly what I inherited, Sienna. I inherited a company built partly on wreckage, and I don't get the luxury of walking away from it, because four hundred people work for Cross Holdings who had nothing to do with what my father did to your father, and their jobs depend on me actually running this company instead of burning it down out of guilt." The room went quiet. Sienna looked at the folder on the table between them, at the years of anger she'd been carrying that had finally found a target only to discover the target wasn't quite as simple as she'd needed it to be. "I hated you before I even met you," she said, finally, more honestly than she'd planned to be. "It was easier that way. Uncomplicated. My father lost everything because of a Cross, and you're a Cross, and that was supposed to be the whole equation." "And now?" "Now I don't know what the equation is," she admitted. "I still think your father is responsible for what happened to my father, and I still think that responsibility doesn't just evaporate because you were young and junior when it happened. But I don't think you're your father. I've watched you for two weeks now. You're not him." "That might be the nicest thing you've said to me since we met." "Don't get used to it." A faint, real smile crossed his face, gone almost as quickly as it appeared. "I'd like to see the rest of that file," he said. "If you're willing. I want to understand exactly what happened, not the version my father let me see. I think I owe your father that much, even if it's three years too late to do him any good." She slid the folder across the table, and something about the gesture felt larger than the folder itself, like she was handing over more than paperwork. He read through it slowly, carefully, and she watched his face change as he got further in, watched something harden in his expression that she recognized, because she'd worn that same expression herself for three years. "This is worse than what I saw," he said finally. "He didn't just restructure the deal. He timed it. Look at the date on this amendment. Right after your father turned down a separate offer from a competing developer. This wasn't just aggressive business. This was deliberate." "I know," Sienna said. "I've known for three years." "I'm sorry," Damian said, and this time it didn't sound like a formality, it sounded like something that had been sitting in him for a long time, finally given somewhere to go. "For what it's worth, which I understand might not be much. I'm sorry for what happened to your father, and I'm sorry it took me this long to actually look at the file instead of just knowing, in the abstract, that something bad had happened." Sienna didn't say anything for a moment, because there wasn't a clean response to an apology like that, not for something this large, this old, this tangled up in grief she still hadn't fully processed. But she found, when she finally spoke, that some of the weight she'd been carrying into every interaction with him had shifted, just slightly, into something more bearable. "It's worth something," she said. "It's worth a lot, actually. Thank you for saying it." They sat with that for a moment, the folder open between them, the conference room quiet except for the hum of the building's ventilation system, and neither of them moved to end the conversation, though there was nothing left, strictly speaking, that needed to be said.
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