RACHEL I found myself pouting because all sorts of things were entering my mind. I find it a bit funny that I'm moving on even though we never really defined our relationship. We didn't have a label. The last time I remember, we just said to each other, "I like you." "Why am I thinking about that guy? I should really be enjoying myself," I asked myself. "Yeah, why am I thinking about him? He didn't even call me. Should I call him? Damn! Why am I acting like that? What's up with you, Rachel? You're being so annoying!" I felt like I was going crazy with what I was doing. I grabbed my phone to call him. It just kept ringing, and he wasn't answering. I was about to hang up, but he finally answered. "Hello, godfather." "Hello, Rachel, is that you?" Katherine asked me gently. "Yes, it's m

