RACHEL “Rachel, what should I do? What should I do to stop myself from being infatuated with you? I’m crazy over you,” he said to me. “G–godfather,” I uttered. “You always make me crazy. I want you to be mine, Rachel. Mine alone,” he said to me. I couldn't find any words to say to him. I also wanted him to be mine alone. But I couldn’t do it. I was always led by my fear. I always thought about his child. But I also didn’t want him to get back together with Katherine. I admit that I secretly love him. Just thinking about him being happy again with his ex-wife makes me want to run away and never show myself to him again. “Baby,” he whispered in my ear. “I’m only yours,” I said to him absentmindedly. “Can you say it again?” “I know you heard me. So I don’t want to repeat it,” I told h

