RACHEL While Shen and I were eating, I didn't have any appetite. I don't know why, but I'm annoyed with myself. I'm really affected by what I saw earlier. Even though I know I shouldn't be, and I know this feeling is wrong. "Besty, don't you like your food?" my friend asked, noticing that I wasn't eating much. "I like it, but—" "It's just you're affected by godfather Governor?" she asked me. "Shh..." I hushed her, afraid someone might hear us. "No one heard us," she said. "It's not like that, besty. I'm annoyed because I made an effort last night. But he didn't reply to me, he didn't come home. I even cooked," I told her. "Is that his ex-wife?" she asked me. "Yes, and she's beautiful, right?" "You're more beautiful. The only advantage she has over you is that they have a child. B

