RACHEL
I struggled to stop myself from responding to him. Because like I said earlier, I'm not vulnerable anymore, but damn, he's still so good at seducing me! He bit my lower lip and kissed me deeply. I let him do whatever he wants. But I chose not to really respond to him.
He stopped and looked at me sadly. I got off his lap. I avoided his gaze because I couldn't meet his eyes. I helped him put on his clothes.
"Is there really no chance?" he asked me, and I could feel the sadness in his voice.
"I'm not sure," I replied to him. I really didn't know what to answer him. I didn't want to be impulsive with my decisions.
"Do you really not want me anymore?" he asked again.
"Let's sleep, I'm tired, and please let's not talk about it," I told him.
"Maybe we can still be friends, right? If
