I Don't Date Bad Boys

What the heck was that about?

I instantly forgot about our argument.

"I tried to move on to Hailey, because I couldn't control myself around you. I knew you didn't feel the same way, so I just left you alone. I never like Hailey, she was just a distraction. I don't know if you've noticed but I dumped her. I was so jealous when you went on a date with Justin because you were mine. It seemed like he was trying to steal you from me. I couldn't stand it. I didn't mean to hurt you and I'll never do it again. I almost cried when I thought I lost you. I was so shocked when you were apologising, because I made you feel bad. But I'm the one that needed to apologise. So here it is. I'm sorry for everything I did to you". Chace just confessed his love for me. I wasn't sure I felt the same way. I had feelings for Justin too. Although he lied, I know where he was coming from. I opened my mouth but I couldn't say anything. So I just walked away. I felt bad just leaving him hanging but I wasn't sure what to do. Maybe I like him? Maybe I don't? I couldn't handle all of it. I just went home to think it through.

Chace POV

I got to school and I saw her. I wanted to go up to her but I decided not to. After all I did, she wouldn't want to see my face. She looked at me and I had to turn away. She was probably disgusted by me. She had a right to.

I was in detention and things kicked off. But I couldn't talk to her. All I do is ruin things and I didn't want to hurt her anymore. Then she started asking questions about Hailey.

I tried to cover up the reason why I ditched her for Hailey. I tried to make up some lies but it hurt her even more. I saw the tears in her eyes and I realised I went too far. I tried to stop her but she walked out. I couldn't let her leave. I ran out and found her. I had to do something I've wanted to do for a long time. I grabbed her and kissed her. The worst part of it was that it reminded me of how much of an i***t I was for going back to Hailey. But the best part of it was that - I think she kissed me back?

I pulled away and confessed my love for her. I had to tell her everything I was feeling. Even if she didn't feel the same. I was nervous but I had to do it.

She looked like she was about to say something but she didn't. She walked out on me. It was heart-wrenching. I know I deserved it, after all I put her through anyways. It was clear she didn't feel the same. She didn't care about that but the fact that she walked out on me. It's like she wasn't even listening. Or she didn't even care. Maybe I should just stay out of her life. Justin makes her happier than I make her. She isn't even happy when I'm around. I should have known. She didn't even love me.

What's the point anyway.

Back to Brooke

I went home and lied down on my bed. I couldn't forget about that kiss. I obviously had feelings for Chace. But I also had feelings for Justin. Before Chace interrupted our date, I was having a pretty good time.

Suddenly someone knocked on my door. I went downstairs because I knew it would have something to do with me.

To my surprise, it was Justin.

"Hey, can I talk to you outside?" he said. So I walked out and talked to him.

"I'm really sorry I lied. It was crazy. It looked like he was aiming for you. I shouldn't have lied. I just wanted him to feel bad for what he did. I'm sorry. I knew you wanted me to back you up."

"Oh, it's okay-"

Suddenly I felt his soft lips against mine. It was so enchanting and majestic. It was slow yet comforting. It went on for like a minute. I couldn't let go. His lips were so irresistible. Then he left. I was left there with my mouth open. Justin was an amazing kisser. It was also the best kiss I've ever had. But I had feeling for Chace too. Ugh! I can't believe 2 hot boys kissed me today. I really can't decide. I don't want to lose any of them.