The instant our gazes met the atmosphere thickened. I sensed the pack suspending their breath anticipating the Alpha's command. I perceived the force of his strength and his urgency concentrated in that one fearsome glance.
He noticed the status, the silver eyes that foretold disaster and he recognized the woman who had lain beside him merely a day earlier. He identified the error.
Kryden gradually diverted his eyes from mine, his expression solidifying into a facade of icy, crushing determination.
“The moon has declared " Kryden’s voice thundered, strengthened by his Alpha authority echoing throughout the clearing. "My destined partner is truly here, with us. It is Vexa Hale.”
A shared gasp rippled across the audience soon replaced by whispers of indignation. The Alpha’s partner, an Omega? It embodied the curse in reality.
I experienced a whirlwind of feelings: a faint feeble spark of pride that he had to admit the reality instantly overshadowed by the intense fear of what he would say next.
Kryden faced the group completely speaking not to me but to the shared dread.
“I acknowledge the moon’s choice,” he stated, his voice ringing with authority.
He advanced, walking toward me with strides that resembled an executioner nearing his chopping block.
He halted before me, making me stretch my neck to catch his eyes. His strong build obscured the firelight enveloping me in his silhouette.
“I am the Crescent Moon’s Alpha. My only allegiance lies with the power and destiny of this pack. Our forebears anticipated the threat of the Omega’s Silver Eye Curse, a bond that saps the Alphas strength and brings disaster to our lands.”
He gazed down at me, lowering his voice enough for the nearby wolves to lean closer, their intrigue outweighing their repulsion.
“To protect the Crescent Moon I am compelled to prioritize obligation above fate and the security of my pack, over the error of the moon.”
He elevated his tone more, his Alpha authority striking me like a tangible battering ram. The agony was instant, profound and complete.
“I refuse to accept Vexa Hale as my destined partner, my Luna or any aspect of my future. The connection is broken.”
I stumbled back gripping my chest. The spiritual disconnection was like a limb being brutally ripped away from me. A blazing scorching pain surged from my heart along my side and into the ground. I gasped, an unnatural noise that was immediately drowned out by the jubilant, triumphant cries of the group.
He had made his decision. He had picked the curse, the faction and the harsh truth of politics of the one night of honesty we experienced.
He didn’t hesitate. He gave me one glance, his blue eyes cold and relentless solidifying the falsehood he convinced himself of. Then he faced away. Headed toward Selene, who observed from the edge with a victorious hunter-like grin. Selene immediately gripped his arm, her triumph complete.
The Elder Cygnus hurried ahead, his expression stern. "Omega Vexa Hale, the Alpha has decreed. You are released from the bond. However your existence now represents strife and rebellion. You are exiled from the Crescent Moon lands. Depart immediately. Face expulsion.”
Banishment. The final humiliation.
I sensed the color fade from my face, my legs nearly collapsing beneath me.. The excruciating hurt of being rejected, the rupture of the mate bond was immediately overtaken by a fierce icy defensive fury. They might refuse me. They wouldn’t shatter me.
I compelled myself to remain upright, determined not to falter in front of the grinning crowd. I glanced at Kryden’s shoulders noticing how he completely disregarded me while taking Selene’s hand.
You labeled me as worthless. You said I was an error.
I turned around. Moved away from the applauding firelight away from the Fortress away, from the site where I had been born and shattered. I did not flee. I walked steadily, my head raised, the shame solidifying into a centre of determination.
I reached the Omega barracks.
The chamber stood vacant; all were rejoicing in the Alpha’s insight. I approached my pallet taking hold of the few belongings I owned: my mother’s locket, a tiny bag of hard-earned coins and the worn-out shawl.
I glanced down at my arms, where the dim, crescent moon tattoo the emblem of the pack was hardly noticeable. I spotted a metal shard in my cleaning bucket and without hesitation started pressing it into the tender skin, smudging the outlines of the pack insignia until it turned into a fresh chaotic wound. The bodily agony was a purging.
I am no longer Crescent Moon.
I wrapped the shawl around the bleeding injury. I gazed at the room, the site of my grief, the setting of years of silent torment.
I was uncertain about where I would end up. One fact stood out clearly in the darkness: Kryden had declined the mate. He had denied fate. Yet he was unaware of the moon's strength. He didn't understand the consequences of that forbidden evening.
I placed a hand over my stomach, a secret more burdensome than any curse, prophecy or Alpha order.
I am expecting his offspring. His successor. The child of the Alpha and the Omega conceived beyond the rules he treasures much.
He had labeled me undeserving. He had expelled me. He had broken the connection.
He would never lay a hand on this inheritance. He would remain unaware. I promised that the instant I crossed the boundary Vexa Hale, the Omega servant would vanish. A fresh woman, a mother, a fresh survivor would arise.
I wrapped the shawl snugly around my shoulders concealing the rough scar. I stepped out of the barracks beyond the Fortress boundaries and into the chilly forest. I didn’t glance back at the pack’s lights. My gaze remained fixed ahead toward the concealed territories, in the north aiming for a new existence shaped from the fragments of my shattered heart and the urgent drive to safeguard the potent, clandestine life blossoming beneath it.
I was sprinting for my kid. I was sprinting to stay alive. I was sprinting to return stronger.
I crossed the boundary just as the final echoes of the screams dissolved into the darkness. At last I was liberated.
I walked on, not shifting, savoring the feeling of my own two feet carrying me to freedom, leaving the shame of the Alpha's rejection behind me. The only thing that mattered now was my precious, secret heir.