*Isadora*
As I walked out of his office he told me that he was having dinner with his mother tonight, so I knew he wouldn’t be here. That doesn’t stop me from missing him.
Now sitting in my bedroom I think about what he taught me this afternoon, something he most likely did not even plan to teach me … that he wants me just as much as I want him. But I also understand his struggles, why he is fighting our mutual attraction … he feels an overwhelming need to be honorable, to do what he thinks is the right thing.
It might seem weird but I actually admire him for this, for standing by his word. So I am gonna try my best not to tempt him, but instead develop a deep and cherished friendship. Perhaps when I am done teaching and the other women have all moved on he will be willing to reconsider
