HIS TRUE SELF (DO YOU STILL TRUST ME?)

chapter 2

Your breath hitched. A wave of shock came over you.

"W-What happened to you? Oh god Felix, are you ok?!"

"I'm fine, don't worry", he said and stepped to the side so you could come in. But you did not. You didn't move a single bit.

"Answer my question", you said silently.

He sighed and looked you in the eyes.

"I had a little disagreement with some men on the streets a few hours ago. Just some bruises, don't worry"

You were not sure wether to believe it or not but you just let him go with it. You were here because of something else. Walking past him, you entered his house and walked stright to the living room, sitting down on his couch,

"Do you want something?", you heard him shouting from the kitchen's direction.

"I'm fine", you said. The sonner you'd get your answers, the better.

"Okay then", he said and walked up to you with a cup of coffee for himself before he sat on a chair facing you.

"Still not home?", he asked. You immediately knew who he meant.

"No. Since days"

"Listen Y/n, you know I'm saying that every time but he will come home soon. Trust me"

"I know Felix. But how?!", you raised your voice a tiny bit, "bruised? Full of blood? Just like you?"

Felix looked down at the cup in his hands.

"Do you have an explaination for that?" you whispered.

"How could I?", he said and looked up.

"Is it really a coincidence that you're awake every night? That you don't seem to be surprised by the fact that he's missing every day or comes home bruised? That you're bruised like this yourself?"

You did not plan to come at him like that. But the moment you started to speak it all bursted out of you, You kept all this thoughts for so long that it felt good to finally say it.

Felix on the other hand looked at you with wide eyes.

"Y/n, you should listen to yourself"

"Tell me why you're not surprised"

"Because I know him since we were childs. I know his loyality. He would never cheat on you"

"Then tell me why still don't anything about him", you shouted.

"Because you don't know his true self", he whispered.

Shortly after he held his hand in front of his mouth. That sentence slipped him out. But it was enough for you.

"What did you just say?!", you whispered and walked up to him.

"Damn it Felix, say something", you begged him and grabbed his shoulders, not caring about the coffee in his hands at all.

"Y/n forget what just said, please. It's better when you just let it be

"What is he doing that you both want to keep it a secret from his own girlfriend?", you whispered.

He looked at you. "it's nothing worse. Trust me. He's just not allowed to speak about it"

"Is he a spy?"

Felix chuckled. "No", he said and after you realized what you just thought you had to chuckle too.

"Y/n for real. Just trust me. He's not allowed to talk about it but he's doing fine. He even... asked me if I could keeo an eye on you. But don't tell him that, he'd kill me", he said.

"As if could tell him", you whispered, a wave of sadness coming over you.

Felix noticed it and stood up, putting his coffee on the table behind you before pulling you into a hug.

"It will be fine. He'll come home soon"

You did not know why you were satisfied with the answer. Felix did not tell you a single bit about Hyunjin but you still felt... relieved. Maybe because he somehow managed to take your worries away. When Felix said that Hyunjin is fine he probably is.

"Do you wanna stay here? I don't want to let you drive home again"

"I'll take the couch" you said as you let go off him.

"Okay then, but-"

He got cut off by some noises at the frontdoor. It sounded like a key

You looked at him confused. Who would visit him at nearly 4am?!

But when you looked at him, you noticed that he was worried. He walked away from you and looked outside the window before he turned around.

Panick written all over his face.

"f**k Y/n hide!"

"What?", you asked confused.

He dragged you into the kitchen and put you under the counter.

"Stay here and don't move or make a single noise", he said.

There were so many questions burning up in your mind right now that you couldn't think straight. But you didn't dare to question him by the look in his eyes. Full of blank panick and nervousness.

And then someone opened the door..