Amanda Estelle First day without Logan. After I got home from the airport, I cried my heart out. The pain was unbearable for me. My father was so worried and my grandfather tried to cheer me up. I kept looking out the window blankly as I listened to sad songs. He called me telling me that he arrived safely and I told him to see his family first. I bet his family misses him and can't wait to see him. I want to try to be selfish but I can't, I want him to be happy. "Amanda." I turned to see my grandfather sitting down beside me. "Hmm?" "What's your next step?" He asked and I'm a little bit confused. "What do you mean?" "I was thinking.. if you want to work right away instead of going to college." He offered and I turned my attention to him fully. "So.. I don't need to go to college?

