Shattered Hope

Lucian

It's been 3 weeks since she didn't wake up. I was sitting near her bed holding her hand. She is in my house in the hospital wing I stared looking at her face her face is looking pale all the color and sparkle had lost it. I regretted it very badly for raising my hands on her I know she is not at fault but her maniac laugh just provoked me to that extent that I lost control of it. I have nightmares about it every now and then I was lost in my thoughts that I didn't notice her opening her eyes. She directly looks at me in the eye and then looks at the hand that I was holding then in my eyes again then I let go of her hand and then stood from my chair to call the doctor. The doctor shortly came after and start looking at her vitals and asking her some questions but she looked at me the entire time without responding to the Doctor I feel uncomfortable under her gaze But after that, I heard her say to the doctor "Give me that chart then the doctor and I looked at her in shock then she repeated again then the doctor Marino gave it to her she looked through all the pages then asked the doc how many days I was out" then doc replied to her for 3 weeks then she only replied 'Hmm" The way she took all the thing I know this is not the first time she was out for that long but I want to know why and when I wanted to ask her but I remember am not in the condition to ask her then she again asked the doc "What about my wounds doc how are they healing and how many are they" then doc replied they are almost healed and in total, they are 30. After hearing that I feel guilty I closed my eyes to control my reaction but I was afraid to look at her for the reaction when I open my eyes to look at her, she was looking at the doc in a daze then she smirked wickedly and then she started sitting up pulled out all the needles and we looked shocked at what she is doing and then she removed the blanket the start standing up when she fully stand on her feet then she started waking but her legs starting wobbling automatically I rushed towards her before I can hold her, she held her hand in front my face to stop me and I stopped in my tracks then she struggled few minutes then finally she gained her composer and start walking towards the washroom and I followed behind her she got in to shut the door in my face and I waited in outside the door.