Is Nicole alright? Should I go check?
No.
She ran out on me last night, so she has to be the one to come back.
I thought I'd introduce her to my needs slowly by taking her to that club. But even that seems to be too much for her. I should start to put her out of my mind. I didn't stay at the club after she left, just finished my drink and gave her time to change her mind and come back. Left too after she didn't.
Truth is, none of the women at that club can give me what I truly need. Haven't been able to for a long time. Maybe Nicole can't either.
Nicole. She's the last of the light left in my life. The last of the brightness. Once she's gone there will only be darkness. Too large a part of me wants it to be so. Most days, I think that's the only reason I sought her out after all these
