I can’t believe how serious they’re looking at me. It makes me uncomfortable. But for this to end, I must tell them. Starting from when we first went official then up to when we first had s*x. “But we didn’t do ‘it’,” I gesture with my left finger making a hole and the other inserting my index finger through it. “Only touching and-” This time, I gesture with my tongue pushing against my left cheek from the inside, creating a bump on the outside. They sit back in awe. “How did it feel?” Jude asks. Sighing, I can’t help but smile, remembering that heavenly sensation. I say, “It felt so good that you couldn't even imagine.” Then they were just speechless, thinking here and there, some of them rubbing their chins. Maybe they’re considering making a move too. “What are you guys talking

