♡ Chapter 20 ♡
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It’s been almost two weeks since I last hooked up with Jordan, and I’m late.
To be honest here, I’m not sure what to even do.
“Oh Alicia, you’re in a pickle.” I say to myself whilst biting my nails.
I was just sitting in my car, freaking out.
Just then, my phone buzzes and I see that it’s Jordan calling me.
“Thank goodness you finally called.” I say with a sigh of relief.
“Yeah, I had classes all morning, what’s up?” He asks me.
“Um, this never ever happened to me, in my whole life.” I explain rather quickly.
He was silent for a little bit, but it was horrible to me.
“Hm want me to come over later? We talk about this?” He asks me while clearing his throat.
“Um, sure. You got my text message?” I asked him nervously.
“Yeah I am now looking at it, let’s talk later.” He tells me and then hangs up.
I sighed and rested my forehead against the steering wheel.
This is what hooking up leads to everyone, and we aren’t even in a relationship.
“Lord, please don’t make me be pregnant.” I say out loud, and then start driving to somewhere to get food.
I can’t drink any alcohol so that’s what I was always told. It would be very bad for the baby if I am actually pregnant.
“Chipotle it is.” I say pulling in a parking spot outside of Chipotle.
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Once I get inside my house, I was carrying my bag of heaven and making my way straight to my bedroom.
After closing the door, I sit on the floor of my bedroom and then turn on my television.
“Come to mama.” I say whilst getting out my burrito bowl.
Once I got it out, I look on my Netflix account and then click on Stranger Things, I grabbed my black plastic fork, and started to eat my chicken bowl while watching one of my favorite shows.
While I was watching my show, I hear tapping on my window.
I look over to see that it’s a nervous looking Jordan.
This makes me sigh and stand up and make my way over to him whilst holding my burrito bowl.
“Um, I got us some dinner…” Jordan says coming inside my bedroom, holding an Outback Steakhouse bag.
“Oh, thank you.” I tell him whilst eating my food fast.
He lets out a small chuckle and then sit on my floor with the bag.
“So, I got us some seafood.” He explains while taking the food out of the bag.
I sit down across from him on the floor.
“Oh, good, I like seafood.” I tell him whilst throwing my empty bowl away.
“Now, we got to talk about the elephant in the room.” He explains while starting to eat his food.
“Yeah, um, if I am, you know pregnant, what happens to us?” I ask him whilst starting to eat my food.
“Nothing, I suggest that you abort it.” He tells me.
I’m against abortion though, and I want to raise this baby instead of putting it up for adoption or getting it in the foster care.
“Why should I do that?” I asked him.
“Because Alicia, I’m not ready to father a kid, I mean, I got some growing up myself to do.” Jordan tells me.
“Well then, it’s not really up to you.” I tell him as a matter of fact.
“Fine then, I don’t want to be responsible.” He explains truthfully.
This breaks my heart a little bit.
“I see, well you got the three pregnancy tests, right?” I asked him while eating my food and ignoring that response.
“Yeah I did.” He tells me while eating his food and not bothering to look at me.
“Good, and to be honest here, if I am pregnant then I don’t really want you to be in that child’s life.” I tell him honestly whilst looking at him.
He then looks at me like I just ran over his puppy.
“You just said that you don’t want to be responsible Jordan.” I tell him while standing up and grabbing the pregnancy tests.
“I know, just, isn’t that much? Not letting the kid to at least be a part of my life still?” He asks me with his mouth kind of full.
“No, not really.” I tell him while chugging on a large coke.
I better be able to use the bathroom.
He then stood up and collected our garbage.
“I’m going to leave now, text me what happens.” He tells me sounding a little pissed off and leaving.
“Yeah, I will, stupid sexy jerk!” I yell after him after he walks out of my bedroom.
I sighed and kept drinking my drink.
“What kind of asshole reply was that?” I ask myself still heart of Jordan’s response he nonchalantly said.
I then finished my drink and had to go to the bathroom badly.
So, I grabbed one of the three boxes, and walked inside my bathroom and then closed and locked the door from behind me and turned on the light.
“Okay Alicia, you got this girl.” I say confidently.
I then pulled my shorts and underwear down and then began to take the test.
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I was sitting on my bathroom floor a few minutes later and was waiting for a response on the pregnancy test.
I grabbed my phone and checked the time after I took the test, because it says that I got to give the test five to ten minutes.
When I saw that my time is up, I close my eyes and grab the test.
“Okay, moment of truth.” I say once I open them again and then grab my test.
Once I see what it shows, I grab my phone and call Jordan.
He needs to know.
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