Confession

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-------------------- Next day ----------------- (4:00 am) -----Grey’s POV----------- She’s looking like an angel while sleeping. There are so many things I need to tell her I don’t know how to tell her about everything. I don’t understand what if she’ll think me of a monster. She’ll judge me for what I did to her father. There are too many things which she should know. Why can’t I tell her. Why does it seems to be the biggest task of my life. I had been to fights, wars , death traps but none feels more dangerous then this one. What’s happening to me? Storm : At this time of day you a really wanna keep me awake for these questions? Me : Oh I’m sorry Storm. I just don’t get it why it feels so hard for confessing everything to her. Storm : Because she is not a land to conquer, not a fight to win, not a death trap to escape. She is mate Grey. She is precious for us, she is power for us, she is heart for us, the love the piece which was missing in us, she is that one piece to make us complete. She is the angel for our devil self, she is good in our bad, she is the one whom we never had. She is the part which we never found, she is our responsibility yet she is our asset, she is warmth in our cold and calmness in our anger, she is our need. Her pain is our pain, her happiness is our happiness, if she is going through low it’s our low and it’s our responsibility to make her glow again, to be there for her in everything, She is US. Me : Wow.. you are super right bud, thanks for it. I needed to clear off my mind. Storm : Grey, speak to her and tell her what had we done. It’s important for her to know our bads before she can love us for our goods. Me : Yes! you are right bud. I’ll tell her today any how, before I drop her by her friends place. If she wants to leave with them [sigh] SHE CAN. Storm : The much I hate to agree with you, your point is powerful, she should know and decide when she have option to leaves us or stay. It should be her own decision. ME : Thank you for understanding bud. Storm : I’m YOU. I do know your concern is correct. Go ahead tell her first thing in the morning. Me : Okay. ---------- 7:00 am -------- (After breakfast) Grey : Hey.. Mae : Hii.. Grey : I was thinking if you want to go in garden again, I had to tell you few things and then I’ll drop you by someone close to you. Your friends Mia and Xavier came to visit you, but I really have to tell you few things. Then we can go to them. Mae : Can’t the things wait pleassssseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....... I really wants to meet Mia and Xavier first. I’ll listen to everything you wanna say but can we first go to meet them? Please?? Grey : Mae, I understand you want to meet your friends and you are excited for it, but please let me tell you everything. It’s really important else I would’ve never told you to wait. Mae (He won’t listen. Pout) : Okay !! Grey (Chuckle) : Don’t make such face. I’ll drop you by your friend’s place soon. Sooo... Now, [Sigh]You remember our packs had fight long back with your pack ? Mae : Yes.... Grey : And you remember that war ended with a truce. Mae : I can never forget that war that was the black day for me. I lost my father in it. Grey : You lost your father because of.... Because of... M..E... ME. Mae : No, I lost him in that.............. WAIT.. WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY YOU ? Grey : Mae I.....He... We......(I’m short of words) Mae.... You remember there was a wolf in front of him who was fighting with him. That wolf was me. Me and Storm had a fight with him. He was a legendary warrior it took us 1 hour to win on him. He was great in his skills and when you came we (Grey and Storm) did felt something weird and something special about you, may be you haven’t had your wolf at that time that’s why we couldn’t figure out who are you and who he was. It was a war and being an acting alpha I had to kill him, I couldn’t fight anymore that’s why I took my pack back to our field that day and offered a truce. Just because I saw you crying I felt something disturbing in myself and since then I started spending my time with kids and orphans more to make them feel good and always keep them happy. I saw you crying that day, that was enough for me to understand that I can never make any kid upset anymore. I know my Sorries would be worthless in front of your pain, but I still am sorry I know I made your life hell and I will give my whole life to make you happy and all the love and respect you deserve and please I don’t need your forgiveness right now but I will try to gain it and I know I can’t get your father back but I will make sure no other harm or pain you will have. Please don’t leave me. Mae : (Crying) You..... You killed my father... Do you have any idea how Laurence treated me after his death ? Do you know every night I had dreams of that incident.. DO YOU KNOW I HAD ALL THAT PAIN BECAUSE MY FATHER WAS NOT THERE TO SAVE ME??? And you are telling me all this now. Why now ? What’s the mean of all this now ? Grey : I just.. I thought... Xavier told me that after his mate will give birth you was supposed to live with them.. So I thought since you are going to meet them it’s important for you to know everything so you can always have an option. I love you Mae. I don’t want to keep you captive and I don’t want you to feel forced in this relationship. You should always know the truth, you should always have your way out from them. I should not be the one to keep you captive. I can never imagine the pain you had in all those years but believe me I was only being the acting alpha over there. Love I also lost many good warrior of my pack.people lost their mates here, kids lost their parents too.war affected us too. We haven’t chosen it, your pack alpha forced it. We never could hurt anyone for mere land. Please love it was a war, that wasn’t intentional, I know my words are just mere words for you but love please understand us. [exhales hard] The car is ready at door for you, they’ll drop you to your friend’s cottage. You can now go. I’ll wait here for you love. I will always be here for you. Be happy love, I’ll understand if you don’t want me and wants to punish me the same. Staying without you will make me and my wolf weak and I accept it. It’s all I deserves love. But please give everything a thought. (Grey mindlinked a warrior and told her to drop her there. Mae, was devastated with all this and gone to meet Xavier and Mia and their kid. She was crying all her way down and decided to never go back to Grey. She planned to let him have what he sow.)
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