May 8
My mixed emotions had been starting to feel overwhelming. I was so relieved to know that I could find the kind of passion that I had with August, even if it was too short-lived. My time with him had shown me that my concerns that I had no hope of finding post-divorce happiness with a man were unfounded. I also felt sad that I didn't have more time to explore my sensual side with August. In the midst of those swirling emotions, I also radiated happiness. My tryst with August had shown me a free and erotic side of myself that I hadn't realized existed. I felt liberated with the knowledge such a sexy male specimen had wanted me.
I had to go back to work today. Deciding that being busy would be the best distraction from my jumbled feelings, I threw myself into my work. My captain's lic
