May 9
I can't stop thinking about Gus. Our time together is so intimate, loving, and just plain fun. I'm not sure when the sweet touches, kissing, and cuddling disappeared from my marriage, but they had been absent for a long time.
The lack of any tenderness in my relationship with Frank had become the norm, so I hadn't realized how much I missed the gentle caresses that come along with a healthy relationship. I don't mean just sexually, but also seemingly simple things like holding hands, tucking a wayward strand of hair behind my ear, or lightly touching the small of my back to guide me into a room. My body had evidently been craving these warm gestures because my skin practically sizzles wherever Gus touches me.
One other great thing about my new relationship that had been lacking in
