Young Forever

NINETEEN

jungkook slowly opened his eyes, yawning.

his bed is actually too small for the both of them, that's why their body is pressed against one another.

the older wrapped his arms around seokjin's waist, the younger facing his direction still peacefully sleeping. jungkook couldnt help but to smile.

"baby..."

jungkook leans down kissing the younger's forehead for a couple of times. the both of them still naked. though, jungkook made sure that they're both cleaned even the bed.

it is not a secret to jungkook what seokjin lost last night, that's why he's kind of guilty for just taking it like that. it was so random and he hates himself for that.

the reason as to why no matter how hard seokjin begged him for another round, he just keeps on showering his face with kisses and encouraging the younger to rest already.

"kookie, g'morning." seokjin yawned.

jungkook let out a tight-lipped smile before he caressed seokjin's back in circular motion as he saw how the younger scrunched up his nose even with little movements.

"does it hurt so much, hm?" jungkook worriedly asked, "im sorry." he said.

seokjin let out the warmest smile before kissing the older's chin, "it's okay, i love you." he genuinely said.

jungkook stopped.

can he say it? no, it is too early for him to proclaim what he feels especially after what they did last night.

he dont want seokjin to think that he said those words just because of the intimate moments that they shared last night, jungkook wants it to be deeper than that.

"what do you want for breakfast?"

seokjin shrugged his shoulders, "no, im fine. i think i need to go home." he said, shaking his head.

he didnt even sent a single message to his brothers and he knows that they're probably worried about him as he didnt came home last night.

"oh, jungkook," seokjin snuggled closer to him, "the pictures outside. is that your family?" he carefully asked.

jungkook's heart wavered upon the sudden mention of his family, his loved ones.

"yes, they're a bunch of good people. they've been nothing but a good parent to me," the older slightly shook his head, "it's unfortunate they have to die in such way." he said in almost a whisper.

seokjin looked up at the older, slightly raising his brows, he worriedly looked at jungkook.

"why? what happened to them?" he asked, his voice full of concern.

jungkook stopped, he doesnt know if he should tell seokjin about it.

he looked at the younger's eyes and all he could see was concern mixed with curiousity and somehow confusion.

"my parents were killed," he swallowed hard, "in our own home. my sister too." jungkook said, his voice cracking.

he can still remember how he went home with all the police and ambulance infront of their house only to see his parents along with his sister, covered in blood and lifeless.

he screamed from the top of his lungs not wanting to accept what he just saw, he hates every single moment of it. he doesnt even which ambulance to go with, afraid that something bad might happen to one another.

though it happened, all of them were pronouced dead on arrival.

he was too young that time, too naive to believe the police officers who promised him to investigate properly. though, after two days of checking the house, they never showed up once again.

jungkook forgot that justice happens only if you are powerful.

"w.. why?"

the older licked his lower lips as he stared at seokjin straight in the eye.

jungkook took in a deep breathe trying so hard not to break down infront of the younger, he shrugged his shoulders and just reached out for seokjin's hands.

"i dont.. i dont know." he breathed out.

seokjin stared at the older, his heart fluttering but not because he's happy or anything, it is because of the sadness in jungkook's eyes that he's not used to.

the younger shrugged it all of and leans in to connect his lips with the older, jungkook let out a faint sigh before pulling the younger even more closer ro him.

seokjin supressed his moan when the tip of his c**k brushed against the older, jungkook then licked his lower lips giving him a quick peck before pressing their forehead together.

"so, yeah. breakfast?" jungkook chuckled.

the younger rolled his eyes letting out a small laugh before kissing jungkook's cheeks, "thank you but no, i need to go home." he said.

after almost another fifteen minutes of just making out and jungkook continuously assuring seokjin about what they have, the younger finally got the courage to shoo jungkook away so he can dressed up.

he took a half bath and wore his clothes once again. though, jungkook lend him a new unused boxers of him. after making sure that he is already to go, he went out of the room.

jungkook is topless, the reason as to why seokjin's stares towards the older keeps on lingering, he cant stop himself.

the older noticed seokjin so he walked towards him immediately pulling him close and kissing the tip of his nose which made the younger's heart skipped a bit.

seokjin swore, he can die happy because of this.

he never thought that this would happen. he's starting to believe that getting jungkook to actually like him back would be impossible but this, it's really happening.

"will you see me tonight?" jungkook asked.

seokjin rolled his eyes. he's not even out of his house yet.

"do you want to see me?"

jungkook bit his lower lips, rolling his eyes. so, he's playing hard-to-get now.

"everyday, baby," jungkook's lips brushed against his cheeks, "everyday." he breathed out.