Blakely's POV
I couldn't sleep. I keep on rolling on the couch, unable to sleep even a wink. After my call with Stan, I don't know why my heart kept on twitching and something complicated was happening. There's something wrong, and I know it's all about choosing Stan. I did choose him. When I agreed to his request about having an open relationship, I chose him. But it felt wrong. He tried to touch me earlier, yes, he stopped when I stopped him. When he saw my reluctance, he didn't hesitate to move away and give me space. He even told me it's okay, but something feels off. It's not only about my guilt anymore. It's about us. He went to his mistress right after I resisted him. He wanted s*x, I couldn't give him. So he went to whoever his mistress was to ease his heat.
This is ridicul
