Nik’s POV
I know where to find her, so I’m in my car, watching her from the dark area of the playground. The rain shower just won’t stop and even if a huge part of me wanted to get out of my car and drag her in my car with me, I restrained myself so badly.
I could still feel her sweet and soft lips. It was so stupid to appreciate her lips when she drowned and almost died on me but I couldn’t help it. When I saw her unconscious earlier, I felt like my world crumbled and dissolved. Years ago, I was wishing for her to disappear, but when I saw how she might disappear, I got so scared. My heart and body trembled in fear. Losing her that way felt more torturous than to see her getting married to another man.
My eyes closed on their own. To kiss her is like dreaming, to lose her feels
