Bonus+A/N
961 Words
Violet's p.o.v
I wanted to talk Brandon, I tried for the last few days but I couldn't find him. Where in the world was he?
Every night he came back to our room late at night, he left early in the morning. Whenever I did see him, he looked the other way and walked away from me, whenever I wanted to talk he would say he was tired. Even when I was needy, he would simply put his fingers in and make me c*m, never fully satisfying me.
"Brandon, we need to talk about what happened last time in your private room." I say suddenly as I see him come in sneakily into our room, well, his room, I just stay in it. He sighs, smacks the light switch on and flinches when he sees my serious face, a drained blood bag beside me.
"Look baby, it's been a long day for me, I'm tir-"
"No! That's the same thing you've told me over and over and over again. The past few days you always avoid me, you always say you're tired and you should know, these blood bags? They can't satisfy me anymore. You don't know how many living animals I've drained."
He looks to the ground and says nothing, he clenches his jaw. I can see a vein popping out in his neck. His hands were clenched.
"Look Princess." his tone surprised me, it was so cold, "I said I'm tired okay." he starts to walk to the washroom.
"Look, if you're tired because of the rogue attacks, I understand okay. But look at Alex and Serenity, they have enough energy to continue and take care of the pack every night, they have enough time and energy for each other. They have more responsibilities than you, I don't understand why yo-"
"STOP!" he glares at me, for the first time, I realize that his eyes were bloodshot, "I know you've been going through a lot lately, I know I've been avoiding you the past few days, but the things I said to you two days ago was serious." he calms himself down and sits on the edge of the bed,
"I didn't tell you this, but the day that Serenity went to go do an autopsy with Alex, she fell into a coma. The babies weren't harmed, they aren't harmed, but the doctors don't know when she'll wake up again. With werewolves it would be easier, but with vampires, it's hard to tell." he looks at me, I was shocked, my sister, in a coma..?
"I'm sorry if I made you feel unappreciated, or confused, but with Alex refusing to leave your sister's side, I had to run the pack with my sister, on top of that, I didn't have enough courage to face you yet either.
"I- I don't understand... why couldn't you face me?" Something cold spread through my chest, my mind was whirling, "Was it because of that incident a few nights ago? Because honestly I don-"
"Please Violet, stop. Please."
"Brandon, you've got to tell me how you feel. If not, what kind of mate am I?" I put my face into my hands.
"Look, yes it is Vi. That look you gave me when I- when I did that to you was horrible." He had a far away look in his eyes. "That look Vi, it was a look that I am scared of. I couldn't bear seeing you like that. Tears in your eyes, hurt written on your face. Vi, it scared me."
He looks at me with a sad gaze, "It never bothered me before. I relished in the pain, the fear that I inflicted onto other females before you. I never thought that it would scare me when I did the same to you. Vi, I'm messed up, I'm a bastard for doing that to you. I enjoyed it at first too, until I saw your face."
I scoot closer to him and hug him, he starts to shake, he lowers his head onto my shoulder. "I still love you. I must admit, I don't like pain a whole lot. I could have withstood those cuts but.." I shiver. "It took me by surprise, I didn't expect to cry, perhaps, I'm not used to pain yet."
I look up at the ceiling, pulling Brandon closer to em, "I haven't been beaten like my sister since I was born weaker. After all, my sister was trained by the general, our grandfather, grandmother, mother and father. She was trained to be queen, how to be exempt from pain. My sister was the one who sacrificed her blood to heal our land, she was the one who went to war in place of my mother. Meanwhile I.." I chuckled,
"I was taught many things that were calm with my sister, embroidery, talking about treaties." I stroke his hair, "What I am trying to say, Brandon, is that, I do forgive you, I never blamed you in the first place. I love you, I'll be there for you."
I feel him wrap his arm around my waist and I fall back, he nuzzles his face into my mark, "Thank you. It means much to me, I love you too." I smile and close my eyes and fall asleep, promising that I would help Brandon more. I promised that while my sister was in her coma, I would do whatever I could to find out why, to find out more.
I never realized how wrong things would turn out, how chaotic it would be.
~~~A/N~~~
Oh dear... this may not make sense.... I am so sorry for the wait. It may take a while to have the next chapter out because of the planning involved. I also may have not gotten enough sleep which is why this chapter may seem...... confusing.
Thank you for the support, Love you guys!! <3
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